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Default Jul 28, 2022 at 01:53 PM
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We reached 50 pages so here's a new thread. I'll link it on the old post.

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Thanks rainbow 🌈. I hadn’t noticed we were on 50 already! Boy the check in thread moves fast!

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I think the last one moved faster than usual. I guess we all had a lot to talk about.

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Default Jul 28, 2022 at 02:37 PM
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2 hours at DMV was unacceptable. At the very least, when I made the appointment they should have alerted me as to the length of time I would need to expect to spend in the office. No one should have to go through a DMV experience that is so unnerving that it causes someone with 41 years of clean driving experience to break down in tears.

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After the 11 hours of sleep last night I felt pretty good. I still didn't eat much for breakfast. I had a few cheese cubes and few pieces of salami. But it at least was protein. Then I went on a small daytime trip and I got a few halloween mugs and some soda I've been looking for. I had some anxiety but I made all my stops. I took the prestiq at the same time I've been taking it and man is that just kicking my *** still. Its really decimating my appeitite and making me tired. But it helps my anxiety so I feel like its working out. I reaIized when we were heading home that I had barely eaten in 2 days so I went to Starbucks for another bistro box. Then I came home and I just haven't had the energy and I've been on the recliner since. I drank an ensure and ate an apple sauce but I just don't have the stregnth or energy to do much of anything and I'm losing weight pretty fast. I hope these side effects go away because I know people are getting worried about me.

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Please help me, please help me. I've gone crazy, you guys. I've broken. My mind won't stop. I've got to get it together to take precious London to the vet in a short while, then I'm going to come home and
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I can't stop crying, how am I supposed to do this? Maybe wearing a mask will kind-of cover my face. The whole covid thing and now monkeypox, just like AIDS, it's someone's way of controlling our people. How are babies going to be normal if they cannot see whole faces?


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After the 11 hours of sleep last night I felt pretty good. I still didn't eat much for breakfast. I had a few cheese cubes and few pieces of salami. But it at least was protein. Then I went on a small daytime trip and I got a few halloween mugs and some soda I've been looking for. I had some anxiety but I made all my stops. I took the prestiq at the same time I've been taking it and man is that just kicking my *** still. Its really decimating my appeitite and making me tired. But it helps my anxiety so I feel like its working out. I reaIized when we were heading home that I had barely eaten in 2 days so I went to Starbucks for another bistro box. Then I came home and I just haven't had the energy and I've been on the recliner since. I drank an ensure and ate an apple sauce but I just don't have the stregnth or energy to do much of anything and I'm losing weight pretty fast. I hope these side effects go away because I know people are getting worried about me.

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Well my friend just passed away

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Beth please stay safe.
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Please help me, please help me. I've gone crazy, you guys. I've broken. My mind won't stop. I've got to get it together to take precious London to the vet in a short while, then I'm going to come home and
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I can't stop crying, how am I supposed to do this? Maybe wearing a mask will kind-of cover my face. The whole covid thing and now monkeypox, just like AIDS, it's someone's way of controlling our people. How are babies going to be normal if they cannot see whole faces?


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Default Jul 28, 2022 at 08:17 PM
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Beth, Moose is right. You know about the new 988 text or talk line right? Maybe try to contact them for some support?

How did your vet visit go?

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Hallie, I am so sorry for your loss.

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@Beth I had to google to get the 988 number that rainbow posted. They also have a website that’s easy to navigate and with buttons to chat. They have a huge bunch of choices and things to read if you are not in a place to talk or chat yet.

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pdoc unavaialble until monday will call crisis line as soon as david leaves moose i'm desperate i'm not well i've done something not good to myself i can't make this

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vet visit went REALLY WELL thank God, thank God London has mild asthma, not a huge deal.

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I'm so sorry Hallie

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I was worried about London, glad to hear it’s a mild case. Don’t forget to breathe 🧘*♂️

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Beth, I'm so glad about London. Just having a diagnosis helped me and they aren't sure yet if Abby has a mild or moderate case. Her xray wasn't good but her health has been good since the steroids so things look good. I hope that London greatly improves too and that you can rest easy knowing what the episodes are.

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@Beth I had to google to get the 988 number that rainbow posted. They also have a website that’s easy to navigate and with buttons to chat. They have a huge bunch of choices and things to read if you are not in a place to talk or chat yet.

Nammu, thank you so much, I've been crying since yesterday. I can't stop. I'm going to go to the website right now. David FINALLY left. I cannot talk with him about my mental health, at all. I need to be IP desperately, but cannot leave the cats as there is not a soul in the world to care for them. I took a bunch of Kpin but it hasn't done much. I can tolerate A LOT of Kpin.

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