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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
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#941
Joined the Army. Literally. It was absolutely insane. I was discharged though; my mental state was very apparent.
Do you remember your manic episodes? __________________ Tales of Love, Motivation, and An Interesting Journey - Please Subscribe to my Website on WordPress: Inspired Odyssey's Path to Wellness and Love |
Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: La Porte, TX
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#942
I remember flashes of my manic episodes. A lot of it I don't remember until I start coming out of it after being given antipsychotics in the hospital. I have days that are mostly blank. Once I even had a psychogenic nonepiletic seizure and was taken by ambulance to a hospital, and I don't remember a bit of it; I just know what my husband told me. I'm glad I don't remember most of my manic episodes because the flashes I do have are mostly disturbing, though I do clearly remember some times when I thought I was conversing with God; those times were strangely comforting.
What was the last show you watched on TV? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
Silver Swan
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#943
Call the Midwife
Have you ever had to wear a catheter for a week after having urine retention brought on by your antipsychotic? __________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
Grand Magnate
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#944
Nope, thank goodness!
Have you ever heard/conversed with God while manic? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
Monster on the Hill
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#945
I've thought I was God, and I heard myself talk and talked to myself so if that counts...? More so see angels and demons.
Do you have normal periods of euthymia where you actually function and maybe even are content? What's that like? __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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Wise Elder
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#946
No. I have better times, right now being the best ever, but I still struggle with symptoms and limitations between episodes.
Have you ever figured out how many days of your life you've spent with your therapist? With my current one it's about 42) (52weeksx1 visit each x 60 minutes/24 hours) That's not totally accurate but I've had enough weeks with 2 sessions (and I have) it's pretty close. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
Grand Magnate
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#947
No, I've never been in therapy long enough to add it up. I've tried at least a dozen therapists and never clicked with one of them.
How old were you when you were diagnosed with bipolar? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
Monster on the Hill
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I think I was 18.
If you could choose one song that describes/vibes with/feels like your mania, which song would that be? __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
Silver Swan
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__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
Wise Elder
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#950
breathing techniques, PRNs, prayers
Do you have "head noise"? (whatever you call it). __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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#951
__________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
Wise Elder
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#952
I mean constant noises in there........a few phrases of music, nasty thoughts about myself, obsessive things I have to do, etc. Since starting Seroquel it's done by about 85%. I didn't even know it could be completely quiet in a room.
I used to be creative prior to the heavier duty meds. Now I wouldn't say so. I hope someday that comes back. Do you prefer zoos or museums? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
Wise Elder
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#953
Zoos
What is the best advice you've been given? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
Wise Elder
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#954
Talking to myself here.....My therapist used to tell me to "do what you can do, as you can do it". It helped me stay centered.
Is summer heat hard for you with meds? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
Monster on the Hill
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#955
I'm not even on meds and summer weather is hard. Not so much the heat, but when it's 70 and the dew point is even higher, even that's hard. Can't wait for 90s and humid, and probably being forced on meds soon.
Do you think even when you're euthymic, you're still affected in some way by bipolar cognitively? __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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#956
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Have you ever been hypersexual? And was it UNBEARABLE? __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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Monster on the Hill
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#957
Yes, yes, and the aftermath is probably the most unbearable of it all now that a bunch of scummy people think I'll put out for anyone at anytime and I have no limits...
Do you always or at least usually switch from (hypo)mania to depression? What's that look like for you? __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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Same question. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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Wise Elder
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#959
I always go hypo to mixed and eventually depression. I've not had hypomania in quite a while but have had bad depressions the last 3 winters. So I guess things could be different if I had a hypomania now.
What color is your hair? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
Crone
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#960
My reds all turned white, so white and brown. Sort of grizzled, my hairdresser likes it though. I miss the reds.
Same question. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |