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Default May 06, 2024 at 01:26 AM
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No. I only tell people when I get comfortable enough with them. I just told my small group from church this last week and I've known them for 18 months or so. I also accidentally told my pastor who I thought had left the building but that's ok; he's a good person and will be kind. I just didn't plan to tell him that way .

What kind of job do you/did you have?

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Default May 06, 2024 at 06:51 AM
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I use to work in Social Care... I was a Key Worker/Senior Support Worker for a charity who supported men in a challenging behaviour unit in a housing complex who all had Autism, Learning Disabilities and Challenging Behaviour. I worked there from Jan 07 until May 11 when I lost my job due to ill health.

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I go through phases. It used to be crunchy peanut butter (absolutely HAD to be crunchy), but now it's not even food it's just milk.

What song is your personality?

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Default May 06, 2024 at 04:50 PM
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The last few years,…Steady On

Good question, the same. What song is your personality

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Default May 06, 2024 at 05:17 PM
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"Frustrated Incorporated" -- Soul Asylum. My ex-husband used to sing it to me on the long drive home from work when i was ranting about some workplace unpleasantness.

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Default May 06, 2024 at 07:21 PM
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Right now it's Sit Right Next to Me by Foster the People.

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Default May 10, 2024 at 05:12 PM
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Demons. Imagine Dragons.

What’s the last band you watched live, if any?
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Demons. Imagine Dragons.

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Dusk (a local doom metal band)

For bigger bands before that it was Front Line Assembly, Gary Numan, and Ministry.

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Godsmack and Extreme. The sound guy for Extreme suuuuuuucked and Sully straight up threw a bottle of tequila into the pit

Do you drink coffee? Tea? How do you take it?

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Default May 11, 2024 at 02:02 PM
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I drink a glass of decaff iced tea every day and sometimes a cup of herbal hot tea later. Iced tea is unsweetened and herbal tea is slightly sweetened.

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Default May 11, 2024 at 02:36 PM
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I missed it and I am so bummed! I heard there was an opportunity to see it again tonight, so I am going to try again.

How has your symptoms been lately?

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Default May 11, 2024 at 03:00 PM
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I've been depressed, at times severely, for at least 3 weeks. Getting better though: actually took a shower today and had a decent breakfast and lunch. Did a bit of tidying up too.

BPD going wild though, making an attempt at a relationship and it's bringing out a lot of that. Fear of abandonment+idealization+low self-worth=constantly wondering what they see in me->more fear of abandonment->some days catching myself saying some subtle stuff to see if they care or actually want to try, but also that probably lets them know I am afraid, insecure, and needy.

Straight up PTSD sx (not the complex trauma stuff that overlaps with BPD) are practically non-existent. I think all I needed was to get away from the places and people that were traumatizing at some point prior to or at the time.

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Everything, overwhelming emotion everywhere. I don't have any other conditions but this bipolar is really up and down. Today I am feeling elated high, and happy just loving life so much and just a couple days ago I was a crying mess as if my whole world was ending. It depends on my environment and my mood just fluctuates.

But overall, I feel really, really good. I think it's also all this fresh air too and nice cool spring weather. I really wish it could last all year.

Does the weather affect your feelings for the whole day?

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Yes! The weather absolutely affects my feelings for the whole day. I just can’t stand rain. It instantly makes me miserable.

I’m also always more depressed in winter and my mood lifts a bit in summer.

What’s your current mood state on the bipolar spectrum?
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Yes! The weather absolutely affects my feelings for the whole day. I just can’t stand rain. It instantly makes me miserable.

I’m also always more depressed in winter and my mood lifts a bit in summer.

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Probably more on the depressed side, though I'm getting better.

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Default May 13, 2024 at 08:23 PM
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I’m on the depressed side. Sigh. Everything seems overwhelming but it shouldn’t.

What’s your comfort food you eat to feel better, if any?
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Default May 14, 2024 at 12:49 PM
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It was chocolate milk, but I’ve switched to the hard stuff… dark chocolate

Who are your main supports?

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Default May 21, 2024 at 09:35 PM
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My mom, therapist and pdoc. I get socialization out of my Bible study group but we're on hold for a bit due to the leader's surgery.

What scent do you find calming?

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Grapefruit. In fact I have a probably 2 year supply (started with 3) of a soap that I love. I was really depressed and my OCD kicked in because it was the only thing that helped and I didn't run out so I bought a ton. Which is fine, I like it, but half my bathroom under-sink cabinet is still full of this soap.

Is depression or anxiety worse for you?

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Grapefruit. In fact I have a probably 2 year supply (started with 3) of a soap that I love. I was really depressed and my OCD kicked in because it was the only thing that helped and I didn't run out so I bought a ton. Which is fine, I like it, but half my bathroom under-sink cabinet is still full of this soap.

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Definitely anxiety. Always has been, ever since I was a little girl. It was so bad I used to get stomachaches that my clueless parents called being "nervous".

What's the craziest thing you've done while hypo/manic?

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