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I am proud of my self for staying AF since ash wednesday.
that makes it 11 days, 35 days left before easter sunday. That is almost a third of the way there. thank goodness for these partake beers nonalcoholic, and low calories. I am taking a diet pill that I found an infomercial on and it was so compelling that I bought it. I was drinking heavily when I started it.It is called exipure. I should have done some research on it there are capsules with different colored pills/ingredients. Makes me very suspicious that I got duped. I bought a three months supply. It costs $177 for the 3 month supply. I am taking them since I bought them. I also bought on impulse the tooth/gum care: parodontax tooth paste, TheraBreath healthy gums oral rinse and prodentim dissoluble with saliva, another face book infomercial That was 45 days supply since I am using it twice a day. another $177 dollars. I use all three products 2 time per day. Ironically, I had some bleeding when I spit out tooth paste that is supposed to prevent gum bleeding. That has not happened in a very long time. I use an electric tooth brush. and I am still wearing my mouth guard at night. I am worried about my gums. The dentist scared me last time. was there saying they were watching 8 teeth of mine on the lower teeth. I have a small mouth and my lower teeth are getting crowded, thought about braces but the cost of that is expensive, and can take up to 2 years to fix your teeth. The only thing I don't do now is floss my teeth. As I said I have a small mouth and the glade sliders individual flossing makes it easier to use but they always get stuck in between my teeth and I end up sawing them to try to floss and hurt my gums. So I gave up flossing and won't let them do it either. have you heard enough about my teeth? Thank you for reading along with me. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Congratulations Bizi ! Keep up the good work
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yaaaaay awesome job!!!!!
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sorry to let you down but I started drinking again.
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you havent let anyone down!!!
that isn't how sobriety works. you had an incredibly successful run with an incredibly difficult thing. relapse is literally part of recovery. all you can do is stay focused on today and your goals. the past is past. i believe in you, and i'm very proud of you! |
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Thank you ron! You get it.
I appreciate you. ((((HUGS))) bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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I looked at my logging of my weights and saw
that my highest weight was 202. I did not realize that.I weighed 188 this morning.my weight is creeping back up again this week. need to keep a lid on the alcohol that I drink. I went to fat pats today and had dinner and drank HIGH noons.They are vodka and soda only one hundred calories.They have 4 carbs a can which is great for following a low carb diet. I have always had luck in losing the weight cutting out most simple sugars and wheat products, starchy veggies. There used to be a spark people site that calculated your food items that you ate. And showed you the breakdown of foods showing you calories carbs, fat, protein. It does require some level of obsessive behavior. counting carbs is easy when you have a book. I am sure I have a book up in the cook book cupboard. I will start monday. Then all of my high carb beers will be gone. Wish me luck. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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I wish you luck. You can do it, bizi!
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Thanks beth!
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Good luck!
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thank you MM! how are you doing?
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#13
I am drinking 3 high noon vodka and spritzer only 100 calories
and 3-4 carbs depending on the flavor. I like the pineapple flavor. I started mixing them with partake NA beverage peach goze. It stretches it out and helps me drink more water/fluids. Although then I get up twice to pee at night, but can fall back to sleep. So that is good. I don't snack although I did not have anything to eat last night until 8pm jeff was asleep until then. He had come home from drinking with friends and went to bed around 5;30 and fell fast asleep, he was snoring lightly. At 7;20 I went into the bedroom and turned on the bath room light and woke him up and he thought it was morning. Then I asked if he wanted dinner, he said he wanted to rest some more and promptly went back to sleep. So I had some canned soup,and some crab dip. Jeff was discombobulated when he got up at 8pm. Ate ham slices and cheese and 3/4 s of a bag of frozen raspberries and some tabouli from sandras. We ended up watching 4 episodes of MASH. That was fun. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Had every intention to order the sandwich without the bread but then thought
I would make this a cheat day. The sandwich was wonderful and plentiful. I also drank 2 big beers they were craft brewed at our new local brewing company called: adopted dog. It is about 10 minutes from our house, In stead of 30 minutes to Broussard, 45 minutes to the bayou tech, in Arnaudville. and they have good food and beers. What I mean by big beers is that they were almost 8% when I am used to drinking the 4.5%high noons so I end up with 6 beers instead of 3. right back on the dieting horse and high noons and partakes I am stuffed. It will be hard to get my meds to go down with a cup of water that I must drink for regularity. I guess I was not strong enough with my resolve. bizi __________________ 150mg of lamictal 2x a day haldol 5mg 2x a day 1mg of cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, 4-5 peri-colace for chronic constipation multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine at noon PRN Remeron 15mg at night, zyprexa10mg under tongue, requip2mg. |
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Don't be hard on yourself, bizi. You really keep your resolve so well! I love MASH, what a brilliant show. __________________ |
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Thank you beth
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(((((((( Bizi ))))))))
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I should start an April thread now! thanks for the hugs fuzzy!
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