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#981
Last assignment of undergrad is done! Two days til
Graduation! __________________ schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety celexa, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#983
Congratulations @HALLIEBETH87 ! You’ve come a long way and worked so hard through everything! Be proud of yourself!
__________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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It finally got fixed. So I didn't get my SSI check till today. I had been completely kicked out of the system. They didn't know how many months it would take to fix. Thankfully it wasn't that long.
__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#986
Congratulations HallieBeth!
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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#987
Never fails. I haven't been able to sleep at all tonight, with an 8am doctor's appointment coming. This one's with an ENT to finally discuss the partial voice loss from January. 5 Hour Energy it is!
__________________ "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Litany Against Fear (Dune) |
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#988
Yup. Totally wired. But happy today. I slept but woke up a couple of times for an hour each time.
I feel like I could run miles. I can’t run. I wanna take a walk but it’s quite cold and dreary out. Don’t have time for the gym. Work should be interesting. I knew this would happen with an SSRI but no, don’t listen to the patient or anything. **** off. __________________ Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Member Since Nov 2022
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#989
__________________ Never forget to structure your days! Be responsible: Paddle your own canoe in all circumstances! |
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__________________ Never forget to structure your days! Be responsible: Paddle your own canoe in all circumstances! |
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__________________ Never forget to structure your days! Be responsible: Paddle your own canoe in all circumstances! |
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#992
The stress is extreme during my visit to the US to help my sister and soon attend our dad's and brother's funeral and reception. The vultures are already approaching us wanting some of their belongings and property for low cost (both) or even free (belongings). My sister is very acquiescent and naive. I will confess to also trying to influence her, but more as a counter to others' greed or clear bad advice. Her husband is the epitome of bossy, bellowing, and foolish with BPD outbursts. What he orders her to do, she often does against her own better judgement. He's manipulative and is often doing the "Don't leave me! Don't leave me! You're going to leave me." Then she has to constantly say, "No, no, no." He's also a verbal abuser. I can't stand his stuff! I hate that he is involving himself. I confess to partially blaming him for my youngest nephew's death. It's hard to even be civil around him, but I am. I've disliked him from the very start, even when I was 14 years old. I wish she would leave him, but she won't. Hubby and I assume Stockholm Syndrome on Sis' part. He always refuses any therapy. Sorry for the venting.
All throughout this, I've the feeling that my living abroad makes many people act like I don't exist. There are also people showing up asking for things who say they never knew I did. That doesn't hurt that much, other than some who know who I am. My greatest support, besides Sis, has only been my husband's closest family. I accept that since my family has mostly died off or is far away, rarely seen, that my home now really is in Czech Republic. So stressful that even Hubby and I are having fights. We need to cool off. And I say "we". He's my only support here. __________________ Dx: Bipolar type 1 Psych Medications: * Tegretol XR (carbamazepine ER) 800 mg * Lamictal (lamotrigine) 150 mg * Seroquel XR (quetiapine ER) 600 mg I also take meds for blood pressure, cholesterol, and tachycardia. Last edited by Soupe du jour; May 04, 2023 at 10:31 AM.. |
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#993
Wow, I really can’t go anywhere now without running into someone from the senior center. Today I had to get my blood labs for my doctor appointment tomorrow. Sure enough ran into someone. I feel nostalgic for the days when I was anonymous.
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#994
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#996
Feeling lonely and disconnected today. That’s rare for me and very painful when it happens. I have to be on guard when this happens because it’s easy for me to make unwise decisions and bad choices in that state.
Went to water aerobics today and back to sit by the stream in the sun. I think it’s supposed to rain over the next 7 days. I’ll enjoy it while I can. I hope everybody has a peaceful day. |
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#998
__________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#999
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