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Default Dec 30, 2023 at 12:29 PM
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I spent yesterday crying off and on. He called me Moose or Mooser ever since I was a newborn as I was only three pounds at birth.

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Default Dec 30, 2023 at 01:10 PM
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I'm so sorry for your loss Moose.

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Default Dec 30, 2023 at 01:15 PM
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I'm so sorry, Moose.

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I am so very sorry.
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Default Dec 30, 2023 at 02:49 PM
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I'm so sorry, Moose.

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Default Dec 30, 2023 at 07:40 PM
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I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️🫂
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Default Dec 30, 2023 at 07:46 PM
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I'm sorry Moose.

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Default Dec 30, 2023 at 09:06 PM
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That's why your name here is Moose! My condolences

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Default Dec 30, 2023 at 09:10 PM
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I’m sorry, moose.

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Default Dec 31, 2023 at 05:02 AM
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Moose, I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a parent is such a tough thing to bear. Please do take care of yourself during this grievous time.

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Default Dec 31, 2023 at 03:42 PM
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Thanks everybody. I want to call him to talk with him one last time. His number is still in my phone.

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Default Dec 31, 2023 at 04:16 PM
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If you have text messages from him that you want to keep be sure they are set to be saved. I didn't know that when my non-bio dad died and I lost every single text I'd ever had from him. I can't tell you how sad that makes me.


It's ok to keep his phone number in your phone. In fact I bet I still have mine. Yep, and he's been gone 3 years. I still check his facebook page sometimes too. No real reason but it makes him feel a little closer.

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Very sorry for your loss.
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My sister said she saw our dad today but he was young!

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I'm so sorry for your loss.

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I am sorry for your whole family.
losing a parent is super hard. I feel for you.
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I'm so sorry. I know nothing I can say will take the pain away

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