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Monster on the Hill
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Aug 21, 2024 at 09:59 AM
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How long can I expect to keep blabbering to everyone about protons and using every bit of restraint not to yell at anything with patterns that aren't blinds if I just got put on a useless dose of sammy-kill (am I going to really take that named med as prescribed? pshhh. In the name, we know it's an OD med)
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Monster on the Hill
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Aug 21, 2024 at 10:02 AM
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Fking hell do I have to go into code again? Or just straight up threaten (you know who you are)
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Monster on the Hill
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Aug 21, 2024 at 10:26 AM
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What can I do to not kill myself to prove a point? Or ate you going to let me and tell everyone I never tried? Don't act like you didn't just sit down next to me. My folks here know. We pretend not to and don't discuss it, but my balls don't fit in my pants.
Hallelujah Lonely Boy comes on, but I'm doing that thing where I can only listen to the first 47 seconds of a song. I think I died and woke up in LA. But I did go all the way down to 495 beccaause I executed the "tarian" and added "al" and now taxes are a thing but also so is the gov't actually giving a shyt. But I do think our abortion "ban" is reasonable. Robots are probably more moral than us. I used to worry they'd have feelings too, but these days I'm more worried that that is not trye (Tropical **** Storm). The storm blew the trees down, but the roads were passable and I don't know but I'm trying to get to exit 22 __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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Monster on the Hill
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Aug 21, 2024 at 11:43 AM
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It’s sooo in flux. I keep trying to talk myself down, but it’s sometimes imposssssssssible. My T called and canceled, and my CM is out until the 9th. I’m crying like a loser which is stupid to say I’m a loser for crying but that’s how it feels. I don’t know if I can make it until whenever I see someone. They wait. They say “Sammy’s freaking, time to take off”
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Aug 21, 2024 at 08:29 PM
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You sound like you're having a real hard time now. When i had a hard time in my early thirties, i just hung in there. I just persevered and things got better. It was a chaotic time of several years, but eventually things settled down. I hope the same for you.
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Aug 22, 2024 at 05:44 AM
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Here for you!!
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Aug 22, 2024 at 09:13 PM
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Sammy I am sorry you are having a hard time right now. Can you talk to a friend?
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