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Monster on the Hill
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Location: by the river
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#801
Duuuuude...at that point I'd've probably asked for the frying pan. You are a bonafide badass
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Location: USA
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#802
I’m feeling a little more hopeful today. Usually when the weather is gloomy for several days my mood goes down. I didn’t have the usual store of summer sunshine I get from the pool either. Too sick to go this year.
We got hit with some heavy wind and some flooding but only a bit. My prayers are with anyone impacted by the recent weather. I’ve been healing my relationship with food on this Ozempic. Decided to have a slice of pizza with alfredo and pepperoni. Wrong choice. My system did not like it at all with the medication onboard. Although I’m following several people who have been through this journey and am learning what not to do, some things I still learn firsthand. I hope everyone has a peaceful day. |
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
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#803
Oo I’m weird. All I had was back pain. I went to a midwife and their solution was a cold can of soda to lay on! By the time I’d arrived I was too dilated for any meds. It was fast. I made my husband walk with me throughout the night. Then I called at 8am, I didn’t want to wake the midewife if it was false! Ha. Less than 4 hours after arriving my bundle arrived.
I stayed in bed this morning. I woke earlier than planned and said hell no. I was in that twilight zone, not really asleep but dreaming. Ooof, what dreams. I feel much, much better. I’m not irritable at all. I feel reborn. I just needed to dream! I’ll keep my pdoc and see if I can get prn meds for sleep. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Crazy Hitch
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#804
I don't get why they won't do hystrectomys on people who want them for mood swings and mental health in general. Its a literal life saver. But no, you need to be trans or have cancer and even that isn't a guarantee.
I'm doing fine today. No coffee for the first time in weeks and my stomach is fine for the first time in weeks. My mom says I look depressed. My moods are fine though. __________________ I'm Blue |
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Member Since Mar 2015
Location: USA
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#805
I didn't want the epidural. Needle in my spine? Hell no! For me the whole labor and birthing process was just incredibly uncomfortable, not really painful. Honestly, I've had worse period pains. At least contractions only last a few minutes. Period cramps don't let up. I just found the whole experience gross and uncomfortable. Very gross.
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#806
I slept SO GOOD for the first time in months. and im not hung over at all. i slept til 9 am. im not irritable today
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: La Porte, TX
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#807
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I'm in a pretty good mood today and slept well last night. Had a nice jog this morning and sauteed sausage, chopped onion & minced garlic for a 15 bean soup I will need to start in an hour or so. I even remembered to soak the beans overnight this time around Just got finished dealing with the cats' litter. H prefers we order this one brand that is low-dust, and the litter itself is great, but it comes in a 40 lb. large bag. The only way to really deal with it for me is to parcel it out & scoop & fill 1 gallon ziploc bags first. It is such a pain. Hope everyone has a great Saturday! __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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#808
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I am just frustrated for some reason. I don't know why.
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I don't get what his issue is. Its something new he is doing. He is special needs. But yeah I'm just kinda pissed right now. __________________ I'm Blue |
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Member Since Feb 2023
Location: Ontario; long-time member, just under other names
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#809
I'm still tolerating my mild depression. I watched a new Ellen DeGeneres comedy special on Netflix. It was mildly amusing, pleasant. The audience kept roaring and i didn't think it was THAT funny, but i guess she has a big following. Still keeping up with walking my dog three times a day. Not sure how i am managing to get out of bed at 7:20am, but i seem to be doing it. Getting headaches tho.
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#810
So I'm getting rid of my SDit my mom and dad miss her to much. I'm not attached yet. Next summer or after my senior dog passes I'll try again. My parents are picking her and the kid up.
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Silver Swan
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Location: USA
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#811
Went to my first hearing voices group meeting today. We all shared - one guy is schizophrenic and we talked about meds. I told him about my genesight test and he didn’t really understand how it works.
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#812
I was able to get a good amount done before depression stole my momentum today. One of the things was going to get my IV fluid treatment. I've decided infusion centers would be a great place for therapy dogs to be. I'm a dog person so always thought it would be cool if I one day ended up with a counselor or pdoc who had one at their office.
While waiting for my IV fluids to be done, I was thinking about how I feel like an imposter with both my bipolar diagnosis and my POTs diagnosis, sometimes telling myself that my symptoms aren't bad enough for me to be upset with either diagnosis, as if there is some cookie cutter version of each diagnosis that I have to fit in to. I know this is ridiculous to think, but I still struggle with it. __________________ Lamotrigine: 300 mg Bupropion: 150 mg Risperidone: 3 mg |
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#813
tryig to be productive today but the rain made me lazy lol i did read two chapters about motivational interviewing and cbt for school
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Location: Australia
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#814
Took a drive to the mall in the rain today. My partner bought a new scale because our one is bust. 3 weeks left off work and I’m not feeling any better!!! Depression and anxiety still at the forefront.
Busy week coming up. Monday my son’s OT comes here. It’s a pain because we’ve had to clean everything up. Tuesday we go to his paediatric appointment. Thursday I see my new psychologist. Hoping it’s good |
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