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Monster on the Hill
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#781
@raspberrytorte I'm all for not going to the hospital and avoiding doctors as much as possible, but I really really really think you should go to the ER. That is a lot of valium/diazepam. You say it's not lethal, and in my experience with benzo overdoses of similar equivalency, yeah, I'm alive, but it was NOT FUN when that left my body. And then there's the fact you are in the headspace you did that in the first place, and the phrasing "dye freak out" is just further sign that you're more impulsive. I don't want to see you get hurt or suffer needlessly. You can do what you want, of course, but if I were sitting next to you I would be begging to take you to the ER.
I want to say throughout the day I check for activity on this forum logged out from my phone and only log in and post outside of "normal MSF time" if there's something that looks really important or I'm doing a freak out, and this is one of those "looks really important" moments that had me logging in real quick. __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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Crone
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#782
Yes raspberry, I agree with muddy. You are not safe. You take a lot of meds and the can interact with a nonlethal dose to be harmful. Go to the ER. At this point you need the professionals
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Member Since Mar 2015
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#783
Don't worry you guys. I'm okay. (Well, as okay as I can be I guess.) I don't need to go to the hospital. I always suffer through med withdrawals whenever I go to the hospital, which won't help me. I always get some asshat IP doctor who takes me off my benzo.... or last time it was gabapentin. Doesn't help my anxiety at all. Nope.
I took my nap. Dyeing my hair in about half an hour. I'm not taking anymore diazepam anyway because I don't want to run out early. I've been through benzo withdrawal and it was the worst experience of my life, and all of my other meds are locked up. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#784
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Silver Swan
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#785
I’m on the couch with a song on a cd on infinite repeat. Cat is sleeping wrapped around the arm of the couch. Had chicken wings I made in the air fryer for dinner. My friends are ignoring me. I hate when they do that!
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#786
Saw the immediate care psych np. He gave me haldol. Called me in one zyprexa last night so I could sleep. It worked. He was super nice. If it wasn’t $140 each time bc they don’t take insurance I’d keep seeing him
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