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Silver Swan
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#581
N2 helped me delete my starbucks account. Waiting for a confirmation email that it’s truly deleted. I feel better since she helped me and did it on her side of the phone call. I deleted my credit card from the app and deleted the app off my phone. That starbucks account was linked to my high limit credit card that I gave my mom so I couldn’t use it. It’s just too easy to hit “reload” on the app! Oh! And I logged into my sb account again and that reactivated it! Can’t do that! Whew!
__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Location: usa
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#582
im panicking. too much going on inmy head
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Member Since Sep 2022
Location: USA
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#583
I'm really struggling to be motivated to do anything. It's so tempting not to go to work tomorrow as a mental health day but there is a whole grade family activity and after school professional development so it wouldn't make sense for me to miss these things. They do the family activity every year-I'm not a huge fan of how they run it but, as a teacher of that grade, am required to help with it. If I called in, I'd be leaving a coworker hanging since we both work together to run a couple of activities.
We had a pretty intense start to the day at work because of some behavior stuff that has happened recently. What happened seems to be at least partly influenced by social media. We apparently have another family resemblance in the long term science project; early this week, an experiment looked like a kids grandpa. Today, a kid is making fun of their brother by saying the project looks like him. Kids are funny. I'm trying Coke's new Zero Sugar Oreo flavor. It's interesting; definitely has an Oreo flavoring to it and is very sweet. __________________ Lamotrigine: 300 mg Bupropion: 150 mg Risperidone: 3 mg |
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#584
I am kinda getting these strange feelings for my therapist. Like I kinda think shes smoking right now. I know I started my new med 2 weeks ago but I thought it was the same stuff just not the auto injector. Now I'm dropping weight like crazy and feeling things for my therapist. Wtf.
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Poohbah
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Location: Toronto, Canada
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#585
@raspberrytorte and @Blueberrybook I also developed driving anxiety a number of months ago.
I had to drive through really busy areas, construction, lots of left turns, etc. I found routes that were not efficient but are easier to drive (for example, I took an alternate that avoided the construction but it was through a residential area so it was slower and longer). I found a couple of ways to avoid a couple of difficult left turns and that helped a lot. I also drove just 1 or 2 days a week at first until I felt more comfortable and anxiety was lower. Now I'm up to diving 4 days a week. Be patient with yourself and try to drive a little at a time, it makes a difference. __________________ * Dx: Unspecified Bipolar and Related Disorder * Rx: Remeron, Prozac, Klonopin My avatar picture is a photo of the Whirlpool Galaxy I took in April 2023. I dedicated this photo to my sister who passed away in July 2016. |
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Poohbah
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#586
I'm not feeling good, I'm totally in a mixed episode.
On the one hand, I'm just not interested and nothing seems to stick. On the other hand, I'm scrolling through Reddit reading posts and comments. That's all I'm doing. I have things to do but I'm just not getting the push to do them. __________________ * Dx: Unspecified Bipolar and Related Disorder * Rx: Remeron, Prozac, Klonopin My avatar picture is a photo of the Whirlpool Galaxy I took in April 2023. I dedicated this photo to my sister who passed away in July 2016. |
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#587
I’m feeling anxious. Day 2 of my 1 month break.
School is officially on holiday for 2 weeks. I haven’t told my partner I’m off work for so long. I don’t know how he’ll take it. He undermines my mental health “they’re just kids get over it” kind of attitude. Think we might be going to visit his dad in hospital tomorrow. He wants to see him as often as possible before he passes away. He’s 83 years old and not holding up. Managed to book an initial consultation with my son’s new OT mid October. With everything else going on I’m ashamed to say I don’t feel like it. It’s a 2 hour meeting at my HOUSE. It’s a mess and I will be the one left to clean up everything. We don’t like having people here hence it currently looks like a dump. Heaven save me. |
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Member Since Mar 2015
Location: USA
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#588
I'm not quite sure what is wrong with me.
Everything seems cold and empty and my brain is mush. Yesterday my husband commented, "You've really been a lot quieter lately than usual. A lot on your mind?" The truth is I have nothing on my mind. My mind is a complete blank. I'm lethargic, lacking energy, unmotivated, just want to sleep all day, haven't really been doing anything (besides vacuuming and cleaning the apartment... making myself do those things because of our flea situation), lacking pleasure in things that used to delight me, and not really looking forward to anything, even if our daughter's birthday is coming up and a week later our KMFDM show in Milwaukee. I want to cry, but I'm too numb to cry. I feel like a loser who contributes nothing. I'm gaining weight and I don't know why because I haven't changed my diet. I'm just fcked right now. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#589
Good morning, I’m standing in line at the food pantry right now.
Feel pretty good. Looking forward to getting food __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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