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Silver Swan
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Are some things unforgivable?
This whole post needs a trigger warning which I don’t know how to do. If someone could please put one in I’d appreciate it!
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So I think very few things are unredeemable. You handled it best you could. You kept both you and him safe and went and got help. Yes it went further than it should have without intervention. I had a similar instance as a teen but I didn't tell anyone and I didn't go to the hospital. I struggled for a really long time and there were some close calls. I thought I was a horrible human being for a while which made things that much worse. I had to work through it in therapy. My "victim" has no idea. She actually thinks fondly of that time. Things happen when we are really sick. Best apology is to take care of yourself and avoid getting that sick again best you can.
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Silver Swan
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I feel I have broken his trust of me and it can’t be fixed. Even though we’ve gotten together many times without any problems since that night. Thanks for your reply Victoriasmom.
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I think it’s very commendable that you admitted you weren’t well and proceeded to the hospital as soon as you realized you were not well.
Maybe it wouldn’t be forgivable if you kept it a secret, lied how unwell you were and never seeked help thus endangering everyone around you. That’s not what you did. If you feel uneasy, maybe bring it up to him that you worried how he feels about the whole thing. |
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Silver Swan
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I talked with him. He said he could tell I wasn’t myself and he wasn’t afraid of me and there was no one else around to drive me to the hospital so he did.
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Good. He’s a good friend
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I am so sorry that happened to you. yes, he is a good friend.
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I’m scared. I told my 23 year penal/friend about this and also about the in person hearing voices meeting I went to today and I’m afraid I’ve scared him away!
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In fact anybody but my hearing voices group or my Pdoc or T will not want to know me anymore.
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The first time I OD'd I freaked out afterwards and texted one of my friends and told her what I did, then fifteen minutes later her and my other friend came to pick me up to rush me to the ER... I was totally out of it. Scared them to death, but they still speak to me as though it never happened. So they forgave me for being an idiot.
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Silver Swan
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Scott and I used to talk every day and now it’s one word non responses from him. He’s a therapist and had said it would be good for me to be in therapy.
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Are you seeing a therapist now or will you follow his suggestion?
Again I am sorry that this happened to you. ((((((HUGS))))))) bizi __________________ lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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