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#82
I felt like I was having a heart attack because of stomach cramps and heartburn so I took my blood pressure and it was 134/92. I'm trying to relax. I sent 2 kinda frantic emails to my therapist. She hasn't responded. Maybe she is busy with her client having surgery tommorow. Or shes just trying to relax on a Sunday.
But idk I kinda want to go to the ER to get checked out. I also think I may have effed around with my Geodon and taken one at midnight and then one at 9AM. So I guess I'd need my Geodon in a bit. __________________ I'm Blue |
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#84
Just such anxiety today I feel paralysed almost
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#85
@raspberrytorte Your last post is in the questions thread instead of this one. I tried to tag you there but I had a typo and it won't correctly tag you for some reason.
Just wanted you to know why you aren't getting responses. The cat hat is the exact right choice! __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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#86
My good friend who has been talking with me every day has stopped responding when I told him about my friend with benefits and how he’s no good for me emotionally and that we had a text argument today. But the good friend is married so wtf?
__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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#87
I got an article from a medical newsletter I get today that said they are meeting next month to consider changing the clozaril situation by doing a few things like revising the messed up computer system and maybe ending blood tests after 2 years. That would be lovely. It's part of my routine now and that's fine but I would love to stop. More than anything I wish they'd stop the ridiculous REMS that messes up confusion so much. I have to deal with that this week or I'll be out of meds. My pdoc has been out for Rosh Hosannah and so not only did she not respond to my last question but I'll be on the bottom of the pile after that. Which means another week of pestering her secretary. Not having to deal with that would be great.
It also said that people on APs in general are at higher risk and should have all vaccines: COVID boosters, flu, DTaP, etc. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1700 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 50 mg Seroquel |
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#88
I was able to play some catch up after not getting much done yesterday. I didn't get quite all the grading done I wanted to, but over half of it is complete.
I've noticed a switch in my day to day emotions routine. For a week of so, I was waking up feeling pretty depressed, would feel okay during the day, and by the evening and night I was feeling pretty good (to the point where I was worried about hypomania). Now, in the past few days, I feel depressed in the evenings too. and more numb on and off throughout the day. And, feeling more overwhelmed/anxious over the last half a week to one week. My guess is these emotions are just general emotional stuff and not bipolar related. Time to go put my laundry away so I can actually sleep on my bed. I dumped it all on my bed so I'd have no choice but to put it away since it's clean clothes from Friday. __________________ Lamotrigine: 300 mg Bupropion: 150 mg Risperidone: 3 mg |
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I'm actually getting both. 😊 I will be both kitty and freak this winter, depending on what mood I am in. Husband recommended it. Lol. Yippie! __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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Anyway, so in my misplaced post I was saying that I was doing some latuda research online and reading reviews on it, and all the reviews I read were really negative. Now I'm scared to try it! Someone said they developed Parkinson's from it. 😱 And everyone was saying they got akathisia.
I don't want Parkinson's. I don't want akathisia! I'm kind of freaking out. I don't know what to do. I'm going to be blunt and I apologize in advance for not putting a trigger button, but I want to be able to have a damm orgasm again!!!! But I also don't want to fall into a deep depression. Ugh. Gotta talk to scary psychiatrist lady. At least my therapist will be there with me! And I plan on making a list of everything I want to talk about. One of my husband's mom's dogs died today, so Husband is bringing her corpse to the vet with his mom tomorrow morning before our cat's vet appointment, and then right away after that is my psychiatrist appointment. I feel like I'm going to be sick. Oh my god. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#91
My mother rang me on WhatsApp. She lives in America. It was a good pick me up. I had been lying in bed until 2:00 when she convinced me to go shower. I picked up a few of my sons toys too that were lying around. I feel a bit better but still a bit sad and anxious.
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