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Monster on the Hill
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#61
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I'd go for the FREAK beanie myself, by the way (that's really the main thing I wanted to say but I didn't want to quote your whole post to say only that ) __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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#62
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You should get that hoodie, but only if it's black. 🥰 Still haven't done anything. Complete lack of motivation today. My mom texted me back. Said we should get together sometime. I archived it without responding. DO NOT want to see her. She really fukked me up big time. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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Monster on the Hill
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#63
TW: at this point I'm putting any election-related politics in a box
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I'm kinda wondering if I'm starting to head up or if I'm just adapting to meds and fall and whatnot. I was sleeping an average of 9 hours (although broken, filled with nightmares, and not restful), but over the past few days it's been decreasing a wee bit each night. Last night I got about 6 and I have more energy than when I was sleeping 9. Waking up before the alarm. I spent two hours going through free calc lessons I've found online (I remember a lot which is weird because my last calc course was almost ten years ago of course haven't used since because it's calc and I'm not a STEM employee. Yet I don't remember what I was supposed to be doing right now. I know it's prepping for whatever my mom really wanted for dinner, and she's peeling potatoes, but I know if I ask her anything without tip toeing I'm going to get yelled at for not knowing/remembering and right now I just don't feel like I can account for tact in oral communication right now.). I also went to the library earlier and took out A Tree Grows in Brooklyn as per my IP NP's recommendation. I know it's kind of a "must read/watch" book/movie, but I have never read nor seen it. I had no clue what it was about but I read the back of it and I'm starting to notice patterns in these books she recommended me Cyborg that develops trauma, half Native American being shunned everywhere she go and seeing shyt go down, and now this crap. (It's not crap, I've enjoyed everything she's had me read so far, but I hate that her recommendations have sorta this theme). I'll probably post later but I think even now I'm getting the anger for not doing anything so... __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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#64
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I wish I could show pictures of the beanies on here. I want them both! I showed pictures to Daughter and she said I should go with the cat one. I'm going to text some more peoples and see what they think. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#65
I feel pretty good today. I'm tired though. I'm gonna let myself sleep in tomorrow because I have nothing going on tomorrow. I need to clean but that's it really. And that shouldn't take longer than an hour and a half, 2 hours tops. I need to start getting back on the treadmill. I took like a week or so off it because I wasn't sleeping and wasn't doing well mentally. But I'm doing better now and ready to get back to it. Also gotta start practicing violin again. I'm taking a few months off lessons. Resuming them in February. I need the next couple months to catch back up on my practice.
Friday I have a therapy appointment and we're gonna do more EMDR I guess. Saturday I'm walking down to that Italian bakery/cafe and treating myself to a caramel macchiato with the leftover money on that gift card I won. I need to buy a Christmas tree soon. And new shoes. I've had my current sneakers over a year now. Definitely need some new ones these are getting really worn out because I walk everywhere for the most part. __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#66
Muddy - a tree grows is about cream in your coffee.
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#67
I wonder if I need an ultrasound. This **** isnt getting better and I've heard ultrasounds show different things then endoscopys. I don't get how this much pain and other stuff is normal. I'm starting to get my 3rd migraine this week.
Now I have these like really bad stomach pains.
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Idk. Maybe its just nerves about the anniversary of October 7th and the new hurricane. __________________ I'm Blue Last edited by Mountaindewed; Today at 05:01 PM.. |
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Grand Magnate
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#68
Finally caved and took a prn hydroxyzine which helped my thoughts calm enough that I could finally settle down to read. Thank God. I need to try not to have coffee in the the morning or to drink the decaf stuff. But it's hard.
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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Crone
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#69
Raspberry,….get the cat one! Not that I’m partial to cats or anything! lol.
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#70
im finally sleeping on haldol but tody i was all over the map crying about everything. any one have any ideas of why i might be doing this?
__________________ schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#71
I told my friend I have a friend with benefits earlier and now he’s not responding to me. Eh probably my imagination as he’s married.
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#72
I've noticed that a no reply can also mean an acknowledgement.
Sometimes things are so clear or blunt that there isn't really much to reply to. Sometimes I say that when I watch horror movies too, when someone yells "helloooo??", like, what did you expect 🤣 __________________ - nothing personal |
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#73
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I hate making such decisions!!! Fukk!! __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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