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Are you feeling a little manic?

You've been doing an awful lot as of late!
It’s possible, I’m not sure though , but I keep adding stuff to my to do lists

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I feel like trash right now. Lack of sleep (a full night without any sleep) used to not affect me this much but I’m 30 now and combined with my meds it feels like I got ran over by a train.

I’m just laying on the couch right now trying to pass the time till I can take my night meds tonight and can go to bed. I keep adding stuff to my to do lists. I can’t really focus right now. I started having a panic attack earlier but I managed to stop it.
So tomorrow I have:
-Walk to the store and buy rest of essentials
-take the bus to the store and grocery shopping
-deep clean apartment (which has 9 separate things I need to do underneath that bullet point)
-take a shower
-Art 30 min

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Oh, man I had a day yesterday.
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This morning, I feel like a truck ran me over even though I slept for 10 hr. I'm just taking it easy today, skipping pilates and just relaxing.
That’s exactly how edibles affect me. I went through a phase 6 months ago where I started vaping THC and taking edibles for a few months. It pushed me into near psychosis and I felt like I was dying and it was a nightmare that never seemed to end. I stopped using any THC a few months ago and I don’t regret stopping. It made me a lot more unstable

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Yeah, I thought edibles were supposed to be relaxing. I did have times when I thought I was going to pass out, but that is definitely NOT relaxing. I've just been having a lot of anxiety & panic attacks lately, and my pdoc won't prescribe me anything but hydroxyzine for them, which doesn't help a bit.
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I really, really hope after this election, I will be able to calm down but IDK if a certain someone wins?

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I'm just going to not take the last 3 pills of the steroid. My cough and post nasal drip have been gone for 2 days and I'm really lethargic today. I was told to take what I could handle and I did pretty well.

I saw a bit of the news this morning and I felt a bit hopeful. I got groceries and I'm just hanging out now. But I should have gotten my coffee caffeinated this mornig.

I swear my room is haunted. Its 70 degrees in the house and my room is freezing. And its a big mess which is unlike me. I am OCD neat but I have stuff all over the floor and my bed today and my mom has complained twice about it.

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I’ve just put in an application for an air bnb over Christmas. Please hold thumbs that the owner accepts our application ☺️
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Two of the spots were benign and two were melanoma. All were removed. It’s not so surprising. I lived at the next door pool every summer growing up, went to Florida two weeks every year and had a boat the first 45 years of my life. I need to be more careful in future. I’m certain I’ll have to address this again.

I’m feeling a bit down today. Sad really. I guess it’s just a lot on my plate and mom’s declining cognitive function. Her psychiatrist took her off Wellbutrin. It’s been a tough adjustment. She doesn’t think clearly and gets easily confused and agitated.

The women who travel group that I’m a member of has a retreat in Bali in the fall that I’d like to go to and then 6 countries in 2026. Greece, Italy and the Swiss Alps is all I remember. I’d like to go to all.

I’m on a waitlist to get into Harness - a support group for women with mental illness that sometimes gets in the way of them living life.

I hope everybody has a peaceful evening.
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