What the hell happened?

Earlier I was in the bathroom and I didn't really realize how long I was in there but all of a sudden I looked at the mat and it looked like there were pretty big snakes (by NH standards, probably like black racer/eastern water snake sized) sliding around under it. Nowhere else. My head felt really weird and just blocked or like my blood needed to be changed like oil does in a car or something. I don't really know how to describe it, but yeah. It passed, and I was just reading a little bit, and then the pages and letters started that rolling looking movement and I had a huge headache, so I took my eyes off the pages thinking it was just from eye strain or something, right? The carpet's doing the same thing, and I have that weird head feeling, and then throw up.

I've had hallucinations KINDA like that in the past with the rolling floor part, but when that happens in psychosis in the past usually everything looks a little trippy and I don't throw up. I have an akathisia like feeling (or just generally my muscles feel disconnected from what my brain is supposed to tell them to do if that makes sense) too now even though I didn't have that after I stopped all the APs (just on depakote and ritalin right now).

I don't know if this is at all relevant but my PA put "confusion" as an active problem on my visit report. I don't really know why. (I see the irony)

Yikes, hopefully everything is okay.

Not to scare you but in past few times I've had psychosis, I've felt trippy and then started throwing up. And throwing up. And throwing up. I couldn't stop throwing up. Craziest thing. I couldn't make enough sense to have any sort of conversation with anyone. I don't even know how much I'd throw up just that H would tell me I'd walk all over the house and just randomly throw up all over the place; I don't even remember it.

You maybe should get checked out by a doc, just in case. In my case, it's never related to my meds though and no physical illness either (though I always end up with IVs for dehydration). Throwing up comes on me along with psychosis.

ughhh if it is psychosis I am sick of this shyt. I had pretty "routine" (albeit persistent and severe) psychotic symptoms for a while, and then out of the blue in the past year I start getting tactile hallucinations and now this.

Hugs not drugs I guess

It hasn't happened so far today, but my head does feel the same sludgey oil feeling in episodes, and it's taking a lot of effort to comprehend anything (again, in episodes). Had to take some ibuprofen for the headache and actually taking it sucked because I couldn't figure out which to take (we also have a few other otc med bottles in the med cabinet). Some of those bottles want you to take one and some two tablets/capsules and I couldn't remember the ibuprofen and it wasn't on the label so the assumption was whatever I took honestly don't remember.

It actually kinda feelsl like my hair is growing in the wrong direction