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#21
I hope your pdoc figures it out today. You shouldnÂ’t have to go through this, and I agree that where you are at right now is unacceptable and unsustainable. Where are you at in terms of safety and self care right now? __________________ [Insert thought-provoking and comedic quote here] |
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#22
I haven't done genesight. I'm so frustrated. I'm asking for help before I loose it but no.
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#23
Possible trigger:
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#24
Her answer is Caplyta. I want to say no, I want to cry, I want to throw things. Why can't people understand that I can't take pills especially now.
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__________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 100 Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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She also didn't LISTEN when I told her 300mg of Lamictal would turn me into an idiot and it did within a few days, like I knew it would. Stupid woman. MAKE YOUR PSYCHIATRIST LISTEN TO YOU!!!! __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#27
I can't take the pills because of paranoia and stress of trying to keep them down while metabolizing. I feel like she's just ****ing with me and wants me to gain tons of weight for something that won't help, certainly won't help fast enough. H wants me to change Drs but this is only the third meeting. She's not listening and I don't know how to make her. She's just ****ing with me. I wish I had my portal set up so I could email her and CC t. I don't want to turn h into a bad guy but he will have to control the meds.
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#28
Don't worry. You're not turning your husband into a bad guy by controlling your meds. My husband controls mine because I have an awful habit of getting impulsive when I don't feel good and taking too many, so we have a med box. I just have a weeks worth out at a time, which is just fine with me!
Did you tell your psychiatrist your issue with the pills? Tell her AGAIN if you already have. Is there another psychiatrist in the practice you could get a second opinion from? I know it's hard to find a psychiatrist. I'm sorry you're having such issues with her! You really shouldn't be! __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#29
I don't even know what she knows. She asked if I was still throwing up I told her yes, I asked about the injection she said yes.. the appointment goes on. She said she has to think about what medicine and she'll call me back. She calls in captyla. She didn't ask anything I didn't get a chance to say anything. It all was about a 3 min call. I assume she reads the notes from t.
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#30
There's a clinic that specializes in psychosis. It's a ways but I don't know if they do tellehealth.
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#31
i recently switched pdocs bc mine was pushing clozaril on me and not listening! i TOLD HER i just needed haldol. i took it fo 2 weeks and im basically back to baseline now. i know myself really well and had been on haldol fo years successfullly. i was also paranoid she wanted me psychotic bad so she could IP Me
maybe worth another opinion __________________ schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#32
Can't write that... Silly me.
__________________ Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog Last edited by Victoria'smom; Oct 18, 2024 at 10:53 PM.. |
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#33
How are you holding up today?
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#34
Everything is ****ed. I have no relationship with my daughter when she moves there with be no relationship and that's hard
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#35
Random angry crying 😭 for the win.
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#36
I'm so sorry everything is so hard right now. I wish I knew what to say to help.
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#37
__________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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#38
raspberrytorte I tried to get her to apply for services and she asked me to leave and she didn't feel safe and started crying. She won't answer our texts, eat with us or answer her door. She will only talk to us about her games. If it's anything else she walks away. She doesn't do any chores and waits until the dog goes to the bathroom in the house . She no longer writes back when I write good night I love you.
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#39
So the random laughing and crying is a bit unnerving but I'm not visually hallucination today. I again won't call my family because I can't control it. Why are they making me wait for medicine when the shot works in 4 days?
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#40
How old is your daughter, Victoria'smom, if I may ask?
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