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Default Oct 23, 2024 at 07:10 AM
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My pen pal since 2003 just replied to my latest email saying he won’t be replying to my emails even though he reads them all. I sent way too many with being hypo and manic and still writing him. Lots has been going on and I thought I was just updating him but his job is a deluge of paperwork and he can’t write me back. I’m sad. I knew my mania would drive him away but this hurts. I thought he understood my recent hyper graphia . Since he still reads my emails I wrote and said sorry for the deluge. But he won’t reply now. He’s too busy.

Words can’t say how sad I am.

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Default Oct 23, 2024 at 07:44 AM
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He wrote me back! He was in the drs office waiting to be called back. Says everything between us is great! Whew!

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Default Oct 23, 2024 at 08:00 AM
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Luckily my friends still love me even through hyper texting and emailing for almost 2 months in the throes of hypomania and then drug-induced mania.

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Default Oct 23, 2024 at 08:06 AM
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I'm sorry, I think I'm expecting hypergraphy. Maybe you can write here or on your blog instead. We'll write back.

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I'm sorry, I think I'm expecting hypergraphy. Maybe you can write here or on your blog instead. We'll write back.
I do have that thread “Manic?” I started on October 1st. I know everybody here understands. I have too much time on my hands especially since I’ve been getting up at 4 since starting gabapentin.

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Default Oct 23, 2024 at 08:32 AM
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Completely understand, I'm averaging 4 hours a night.

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Completely understand, I'm averaging 4 hours a night.
Yeah I’m worried I’ll go back into hypomania. I do go to sleep around 9/9:30 these days. But I wake up at 2,3,4…..

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Default Oct 23, 2024 at 09:21 AM
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Can you slowly push back your sleep schedule to 11 pm?

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Can you slowly push back your sleep schedule to 11 pm?
I’ve been going to sleep at 9:30 pm but waking up at 2, 3, or 4 am. I guess my body thinks that’s enough sleep!

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Default Oct 28, 2024 at 08:53 AM
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Glad he wrote back and everything is fine between the two of you.

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