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Nov 08, 2024 at 05:48 AM
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I fell asleep from 10-4. So 7 hours. I'm still dealing with the nausea pain stuff
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Nov 08, 2024 at 08:56 AM
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my life is so busy i cant even cope right now. i have no time fo r anyting
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Nov 08, 2024 at 09:23 AM
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Good morning. I’m going downtown to the library today to sit at one of their study nooks and read, draw, and study music theory. I’m also stopping at a used bookstore on the way there and may buy a book or two. I feel a little nervous but I’m trying to challenge myself to get out and do more things.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 09:38 AM
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It’s 1:38am and I can’t sleep. Ughhhh.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 09:47 AM
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I think I'm just gonna tell them half the time I drive back from getting my morning meds now I feel like I'm gonna crash and considering the usually quickest route involves the highway where people go 70+mph and winter is coming, I want to get added to the med run. Or just stop meds. If I'm going to be unable to do the simplest of stuff, I'll do it off meds where I'm not FORCED to put other people's lives at risk.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 10:12 AM
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I got into the book I was reading and couldn’t put it down. I read until 4:30 am and then tossed and turned a bit. So got 3 hours. Ugh. My daughter is coming over today to help me get my email back. So I can’t go back to bed. Oh, it’s hard to keep my eyes awake. The book was captivating and a real escape from reality.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 11:07 AM
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I ended up getting two classics in perfect condition for $6.48 total all together including tax.
Grimms Fairy Tales and Pride and Prejudice __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Nov 08, 2024 at 11:12 AM
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Excellent buys blue bird.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 01:01 PM
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Threw up a few times on a 2 hour long trip. Then I fell asleep the last 45 minutes. Now I'm lying down feeling achy and stuff. But my GI office did call me back half an hour ago and they are trying to work some things out with my insurance and a different med.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 01:13 PM
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Called pdoc’s office. Had to talk with someone from clinical coverage as I didn’t know 12-1 is their lunch time. So case manager wasn’t answering. Hence the clinical coverage person. Told her I want more gabapentin as it stopped putting me to sleep at 100 mg. And that and Vraylar are basically the last two psych drugs I can take. Pdoc said I might have to think about ect if these meds don’t work! Pdoc won’t be back till the end of the month. No idea why. I’m tired of only sleeping 4 hours a night. They’re calling me back. Might have to drive to the pharmacy today but that’s ok I guess. I don’t want anything else because I react to other psych drugs!
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Nov 08, 2024 at 02:03 PM
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Nov 08, 2024 at 03:10 PM
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Got my seasonal teas today. Also got some boxes of regular peppermint tea, boxes of green tea, decaf coffee, and cocoa kcups. So I am all set for the chilly season 😀
I’m gonna read some of pride and prejudice today with a tea and my cinnamon vanilla scented wax melting. Feels nice and cozy  I feel pretty good. Been sleeping well. Gonna have some spicy chili for dinner later. Maybe watch an episode or two or Naruto as well. __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Nov 08, 2024 at 04:05 PM
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Well blank it y blank I still don’t have my email. They rejected my verification. Told me to try in a couple of weeks. If they don’t help me soon I’ll just have to figure out how to get another email account set up.
On good news I took my daughter out to eat at a mom and pop Thai restaurant. It’s authentic and delicious. __________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Nov 08, 2024 at 04:29 PM
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Just cut my parents out of my life 😭 I hope one day they understand.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 05:41 PM
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I'm doing pretty well, having some seasonal allergies kicking in. I went to the pharmacy and the library (daughter drove...eek!). I wasn't TOO anxious today, but I think I was dissociating some and that might have been why.
I went to the dermatologist Wednesday to have an abnormal mole removed to hopefully clear the margins. It was fine yesterday, but overnight, it hurt a TON. It was even hurting in my dream! It still hurts today, I'm trying to be better about cleaning it twice a day and putting bacitricin on it. I really hope it will calm down and stay out of my dreams tonight. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine, There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in. --Leonard Cohen |
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Nov 08, 2024 at 06:04 PM
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Never got the text! And they are closed Monday! I went to the pharmacy hoping they’d have called it in at the last minute but nope. So I’m going to take two tonight and sat-mon too then hopefully i can get a new script Tuesday. I can’t go 3 or 4 more days getting up at 3!
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Nov 08, 2024 at 06:43 PM
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picked up my dicyclomine yesterday. hopefully it helps with my tummy. my scopes are scheduled fro dec 12. soonest they could do.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 09:29 PM
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one of my assignmnt didnt get turned in somehow and i shows a 0/45. i went from an A+ to a C-. if i make a c im out of school. i have two weeks left of smester. if i make a C im qutting school for good. m not starting over again.whihc means no more practicum or masters degree.
i took klonopin but im freaking more than i have in ages and i wanna self harm real bad buti cant cause my husband would see. i need help. __________________ schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Nov 08, 2024 at 09:45 PM
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im in panic mode. ima have to quit shcool or rather get kicked out. eveyrone will be disappointed and laugh at me. i cant handel this. ive worked so hard.
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Nov 08, 2024 at 09:49 PM
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Did the assignment just not show up? Even if you missed one your professor may work with you. My mom is a professor and she would/does every single semester. I know it's hard when things like this come up on a Friday evening but it's not all over yet. Is Ben with you? Can he help you calm down a bit (note that I'd be panicking too)? Can you email the professor so maybe you'll hear from them over the weekend?
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