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Old Aug 06, 2025, 02:38 PM
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 02:42 PM
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If I don't close doors & shout through them my entire family would flee.
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 02:48 PM
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You have included 13 images in your message. You are limited to using 12 images so please go back and correct the problem and then continue again.

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Old Aug 06, 2025, 02:49 PM
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I see a bit of bottom page advertising now.

Maybe my head wasn't screwed on as straight as I thought is was before now.
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 02:56 PM
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There’s always ads at the bottom.
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:03 PM
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I do mean the thanks and a thumbs up and a hug!
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:06 PM
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even just swallowed an extra 25 mg Seroquel (quetiapine) now!!!!!

EEK!

The psychiatrist (pdoc) just called me back and I put him on speaker so my daughter might understand a little of what my brain is like if I

"try to manage my meds without my psychiatrist's help and yours as well if he or she is excellent at his own job."

Thank you!

Even you think I am a better walking pharmacy! Bravo, blueberry! (blueberry bows her head as she curties and walks offstage at Comedy loco enteraintment Cendral STANDARD TIME TV!
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:17 PM
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You need different meds and about 2 days worth of straight sleep, Blueberry.
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:20 PM
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Please do not post specific numbers when talking about weight gain/loss, BMI, caloric intake, or body measurements here. Also, please no lists of food you've eaten.
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:21 PM
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I am definitely a walking pharmacy lol. But it keeps me sane so I just accept the fact I’m on meds for life
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:21 PM
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No, I'm not in the ED forum already!
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:26 PM
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You even teach @Crazy Hitch. Possibly Australia even where I may find more than a couple kangaroos than I see (at best) yearly near Houston, TX.
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:34 PM
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Move everything blueberry posts today to the Creative Corner, where she may or may not try to ban and suspend herself indefinitely! They made me a new moderator? You can decide.

At LEAST in artwork?! Oh, good!

I thought I had a bit of artistic talent.
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--Leonard Cohen

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Old Aug 06, 2025, 03:56 PM
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Now go watch some real comedy tv!
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 04:08 PM
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I did once 47 years or so ago think that was a good idea. Excellent.
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 04:09 PM
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I have more tmi about my periods too gentlemen if you go to any perimenopause post.
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 04:38 PM
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I'm in the middle of experimental brain surgery on my own brain (but do not tell a single soul about this), except me!

It is most extensive.

I can see my own emojis and similar stuff as well at this point!

i should not post today without trying to read my own posts first, moderators.

but it IS experimental brain surgery
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 04:46 PM
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 08:27 PM
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Blueberry, maybe it's time to go to the hospital, so they can put you to sleep?
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 08:49 PM
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Blueberry, maybe it's time to go to the hospital, so they can put you to sleep?
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Old Aug 06, 2025, 09:07 PM
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I Want to go to the psychiatrist always in a person! Try whispering about everything out loud With your own brain on autopilot:
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@Blueberrybook It doesn't sound like you are well enough to wait to see your pdoc in person. I think it is time to seriously consider the hospital so they can fix your meds. Honestly it sounds like things are getting worse, not better, with the addition your pdoc made yesterday. You need something to calm you down and let you rest and the hospital can do that fastest.
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Old Aug 07, 2025, 06:14 PM
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BlueberryBook,
What does your husband say?
Does he think you need to go to the hospital?
The last time I went to the hospital they changed all of my meds and yes I became psychotic but I survived and so will you.
I am happy with my meds now and sleep well.
I take 20mg of requip for my restless legs which has sedative qualities.
know that we care about you and hate to see you this way.
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