[HALLIEBETH87]

I talked to my old preacher (via internet) about my Pdocs little suggestion of me applying for disability. I was very angry and confused with her. Is she saying I am hopeless? I thought maybe he would give some type of advice that would just straight point out what to do.

Heres what he said:

"Keep talking to Dr. Shelton. By the way, I've known a few folks on disability because of depression/anxiety/bipolar kinds of issues. Sometimes it can be a great asset. Provides a little income and allows a creative spirit to be free to really pursue their passions and create wonderful things. I'd encourage you to give it some thought."

What am I to think of all this?!?

I am such a failure this year.

[Razzleberry]

I think your preacher is trying to reassure you that it is normal, and okay, for people to be on disability because of a mental illness. It's nothing to be ashamed of, it's not something you did wrong.

If you feel uncomfortable taking disability, then do what you can to survive without it. But don't feel like you are a failure if you can't. Mental Illness can be just as crippling as a car accident. It's not your fault.

[Schatje]

You aren't hopeless for having to ask for help now and again. Once you are back on your feet you could be a place where you can offer help. Imho I would think of it as a means to get healthy so I can take back my life and move forward independently.