[Schatje]

I haven't been around in a while. Christmas was really busy, but I think it might have been what was keeping me together. Now that it is over I'm losing it. I've been taking 1/2 my dosage of Venlafaxine because I just couldn't remember to take it twice a day for about 2 months or so. It has caught up to me. I also think I need to up my Lamictal. I don't know. I had a pdoc appt last week, but had to cancel because of weather. I go tomorrow. In the mean time he faxed in a scrip for Cymbalta, it worked better and was a once a day dose, for me, but unless it comes via the mail I have to pay for most of it. So I'm waiting for them to ship the meds and to see the doctor and in while I wait I'm falling to pieces.

[Liberada]

((((Schatje))))

[miastella]

Hi, try to relax. Your falling apart sensations will go away soon. You're doing what you need to do. Maybe a warm bath with candles and favorite music?

[Schatje]

I think I'm having a mild mixed episode. The meds are keeping it from being full blown. This totally sucks. I HATE mixed episodes. The good news is I have more/new meds and something to help me sleep for now. Happy New Year to all of you. I hope it was a heck of a lot better than mine.