[MSUKate]

I was worried last week because I was getting aggressive and irritable. Now I've slid into depression. I was pretty depressed a few weeks ago for several days, I hoped that it was just a short one.

This has gotten worse.

I was crying to day at work on several occasions. Luckily i was able to get to the bathroom, and I work in a corner where few people could see.

I realized that I'm sick, and I'm never going to get better. Even if I get stay on meds, I will always be dependent on them. I"m on 400 mg of wellbutrin and i'm depressed. Its not working.

I am never going to be free of this.

I hate my life, I hate who I am, I hate my place in the world.

Everything is pointless.

[dareXdreamXdrive]

Originally Posted by MSUKate

I was worried last week because I was getting aggressive and irritable. Now I've slid into depression. I was pretty depressed a few weeks ago for several days, I hoped that it was just a short one.

This has gotten worse.

I was crying to day at work on several occasions. Luckily i was able to get to the bathroom, and I work in a corner where few people could see.

I realized that I'm sick, and I'm never going to get better. Even if I get stay on meds, I will always be dependent on them. I"m on 400 mg of wellbutrin and i'm depressed. Its not working.

I am never going to be free of this.

I hate my life, I hate who I am, I hate my place in the world.

Everything is pointless.

i know how u feel. seriously, im not just saying that. i know what it feels like to be hopeless. sometimes i hate myself so much i can't stand it. and sometimes i feel really special, like nothing can bring me down. im beginning to think im bipolar, im guessing that's what you have. it's hard, but when you're depressed just, know that you'll be happy again soon, and that's what you live for, the happy cycle

[rkba97]

I'm sorry you feel that way... I understand completely. I've been so depressed that I've cried at TV commercials that weren't even intended to be sad.

I think I'm headed for a major depression too. I feel like the world is caving in on me. Things are so overwhelming. And for the first time in my life, I have someone other than myself that I need to be thinking about. This just makes me even more depressed that, although the sadness goes away, it is sure to come back... over, and over, and over, until the day I die.

Sometimes meds and therapy aren't always enough to keep you from the edge... I feel myself falling again, and I'm powerless to stop it.