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Jul 15, 2010, 04:52 AM
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I want to be the best person in the world that no one can top.
Someone everyone is in love with....just so I can turn my back and **** YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU What the hell is wrong with me and why do I feel this way???? 
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Jul 15, 2010, 09:44 AM
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Please write as much as you need and can. Get those feelings out and sometimes that alone can make you feel better. Please PM if you need to. Take care of yourself. Sitting here with you, holding your hand, and providing comfort. |
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Jul 16, 2010, 12:23 AM
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Thats so nice but so hard to believe ;__; i just dont feel competent, i cant do anything right argh i suck at everything I do even when I try hard ;_____;
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Jul 16, 2010, 11:52 PM
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I relate.
ty for talking about this. Billi
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Jul 20, 2010, 02:36 AM
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no problem.
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Jul 20, 2010, 05:19 PM
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I don't know....sometimes when people love me I hate them. I hold a lot of anger too....sometimes if you are hurt then maybe you become angry and want to hurt other people???
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| Denise26, El-ahrairah, shezbut
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Jul 22, 2010, 04:29 PM
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I think that Abby put that experience well.
I have noticed a pattern of me pushing those who supposedly "love me" away. Particularly in quiet, dull times. Those are times when I'm panicking inside. I become extremely aggravated quickly and just want to get the heck out of Dodge. (if you know what I mean)
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Aug 02, 2010, 10:53 AM
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I always feel incompetent. It's pretty much why I get nothing done. I can't even bring myself to look for a job because I know I'm going to fail at it and everyone I work with is going to hate me. :/
I've become so convinced that everyone I love hates me that I think I'm forcing them to leave just to prove to myself that they will. If that makes any sense :S Sorry I have no advice...  But we've all got your back 
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Aug 02, 2010, 11:03 AM
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thank you, your story helps too <3333333333333
I hope that changes one day, i am trying to just relax and try :3
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Aug 04, 2010, 09:39 AM
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Can you tell whose love is it that you are really craving; what is it that you are missing? Do you love yourself? |
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Aug 05, 2010, 10:55 AM
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I want everyones love. I dont know if i love myself. I do sometimes and otherdays i want to rid myself
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