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Old Jul 25, 2011, 10:14 PM
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I'm pretty sure my mom is. I'm bipolar 1. i had enough probs without her mean calculating nasty horrible ways. She;s the devill one minute and sugary sweet the next and in between is doinbg whatever possible to hurt me the most while smilling evilly.

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Old Jul 26, 2011, 10:16 AM
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Sorry to hear you're having a hard time. Do you live with her?
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Old Jul 26, 2011, 11:29 AM
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probablly more to do with the condition, behaviour is intrinsically linked to the disorder.i know what you mean. i thought my mum was very kind, when i was young, when i was 8 years old, was on this summer camp holiday for poor kids, i phoned her after 1 week to say i need some more pocket money , i reversed the charges on the phone call, she wouldnt accept the call. she sent me £5. this is because of the ******** disorder.

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Old Jul 26, 2011, 01:16 PM
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She never thinks its her fault - ever. And everything you say she immediately and without fail denies it. She will llist out all the things *I* should do or horrible things about me then attempt to ASK me how i feel only to undo what Ive just said with "no its not'' or turn in around as if what I just said about how I feel is an attack on HER! Then she'll beat me verbally with how I suck and where am I going and what am I doing and with whom in an attempt to completely control me. This is inside 10 minutes!
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Old Jul 26, 2011, 05:05 PM
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like hitting a brickwall, cant accept that they ********* job of being a parent. realize they have been manipulating all along. but its impossible to know when your so young, you know somethings not right , but your getting mixed signals. for me ive been all alone all my life emotionally from around 5/6 years old. i experienced neglect, pills she was on probably made her unaware of this, thats why i hate medicine. uncanny how these storys are so similar.
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I'm pretty sure my mom is. I'm bipolar 1. i had enough probs without her mean calculating nasty horrible ways. She;s the devill one minute and sugary sweet the next and in between is doinbg whatever possible to hurt me the most while smilling evilly.
I have begun to suspect that my aunt was also bpd, although I am not a doctor. Her symptoms, behavior, and attitude/moods seemed to match the DSM description and she was quite hurtful.

I believe I might have either inherited or learned her bpd.

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Im gonna get up early . at this point i think my mom is hunting me
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Old Jul 27, 2011, 12:29 PM
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I have been avoiding her for days because she always verbally attacks me the moment she sees me! What where when how which.... as many questions as she can so she can control the situation and then berate me an tell me what she thinks is wrong in her life is all my faullt. She refuses to see anyone for even a talk- even my pdoc. She seems like if she does that she'll be in the wrong and she NEVER EVER EVER can be wrong or say she's sorry. She'd rather just be even meaner.

My pdoc said I sound paranoid. But I doubt it. I'm being hunted by a spider that looks like my mom. Waits and plans.
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How old are you? Old enough to move out?
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