My childhood memories are blurry.

Perhaps, it was the conflicting messages of right and wrong.

Structure, that crumbled at the whims of my parents.

Discrepancies of my role as a child.

This Childhood is Rated C For Confusing.

[beauflow]

KathyLittle- hugs to you- I can really relate to what you wrote- my childhood too would be c for confusing, or d for dysfunctional.

I do hope you well, and hopefully life as it has gone away from child hood has moved up in "grades" or better letters for what it is.

Again soft gentle hugs to you. I am sorry that some of us have such "not normal" child hoods... I dont know if some parents realize what messes they have grown.

Originally Posted by beauflow

KathyLittle- hugs to you- I can really relate to what you wrote- my childhood too would be c for confusing, or d for dysfunctional.

I do hope you well, and hopefully life as it has gone away from child hood has moved up in "grades" or better letters for what it is.

Again soft gentle hugs to you. I am sorry that some of us have such "not normal" child hoods... I dont know if some parents realize what messes they have grown.

Thank you for your support. My life is much better now compared to my childhood. I was used by both parents to hurt each other in a messy divorce, which, is still a huge issue!

My dad didn't just divorce my mother, he divorced me. Left me to rot, complained to me through letters. Mom was so nervous all the time . Left with a very difficult situation she couldn't cope with and I watched her suffer. Nothing ever felt stable. And now I'm not stable.