....there must be one right?!

to pass

just to get by..

it's ironic as my surname is Catchlove

but I cannot hold it for long before I panic!....there


...is a moment that is special

I can't even see it...

I spose it's faith

I hurt people everyday just being me..

but they are pre-occupied....wondering that maybe they have hurt me....

so we can co-exist on the emotional platform where we are all equal

how can I even be so productive?

so faulty but not quite enough to be expected to manage?



is it persistence and a thrust from inside..

a power from all we don't have....a way to understand the negative mental plasma...the thing that kills others but not us

[beauflow]

Dubblemonkey

Alternative? as in trying things to better one self? Even if at times those tactics don't fully work- they are good to keep trying and to work on.

I hurt people everyday just being me..

but they are pre-occupied....wondering that maybe they have hurt me....

With me- I can relate to this- alternative, try better, time, trusting, self confidence -- these things if I Can find at times, do strengthen as time rolls on-- even if there are moments of failure with it and not being able to find them.

how can I even be so productive?

so faulty but not quite enough to be expected to manage?

This I have yet to understand with myself as well....

best wishes- I am sorry you are having such -- so many thoughts- I have seen many of your postings since last night.

thankyou...i am sure you have seen them..and perhaps I will keep going a bit

but i'ts also likely I have worn myself out....

I keep reading what you wrote....

to see the meaning.. and I appreciate that you did write it

thankyou