[sweepy62]

hi, i am diagnosed with borderline personality major depression gad ok so between depression and sudden bouts of anger surge its alot to handle, all i want to feel is happy without the thought that behind that happy feeling something bad will happen, and so as weird as it may sound i am afraid to be happy, i have lost my ability to cry my t understands but while i am processing trauma with her which i started today after almost a year i cannot shed a tear, my emotions are a damn yo yo from angry irritable depressed to just not wanting to be bothered i mean my husband could ask me something and i am already pissed at him thats hard, i am on meds but i am still angry this emotional roller coaster is hard , then i hear constant chatter in my head damn it, can anyone relate

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<wants to say something encouraging and not triggering but isn't sure what to say..
(((((YOU))))) so here's a hug of support and just to let you know someone is here listening... and i understand the yo yo of emotions

yeh matey!....pretty damn hard....I love the way you describe whats goin' on!

I'm guessin' it passes from time to time...but when it hits it's a shocker!

I aint here for advice....just to say I reckon I have felt some of them damn things....