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Feb 27, 2012, 11:24 AM
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There were hashbrowns on the floor from breakfast, they were mine not his, and yet, I still wanted to scream at him.
He said I pulled out two boxers for him. I wanted to tell him to pull out his own damn clothes. I hadn't taken my pills yet and I spilled coffee all over the place. I'm having GI issues...and I'm so tired of being medicated and not being able to control my intestines. I just couldn't go back into the room and eat without doing the dishes. Couldn't eat because my teeth were already clean. Can only drink coffee. Need to clean, but have physical therapy then a pdoc appointment...last one before my insurance ends until May when I get Medicare. Irritated that I even have to deal with this. I haven't been a threat to myself or others since I started the haldol, but this has just been a terrible day. It's only 9:23. So, what I'm going to do, is turn it around. I'm going to finish my coffee and it's going to be an amazing day. I'm going to tell my pdoc that my boyfriend doesn't agree that I'm having SH issues, but OCD...that my habits are compulsive more than self injurious. Today, you can't mess me up. I've done so good this week. I just want to go back to sleep.
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Feb 29, 2012, 01:16 AM
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I bet it was an amazing day.
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Feb 29, 2012, 11:15 AM
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It was a truly amazing day...despite its tiny downfalls, you know.
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- Amanda (amaviena@gmail.com)"I'm insecure, impatient, and a little selfish. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe |
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