[3little.birds]

Someone make it stop? My bloods boiling and I just want to not feel like this. I want to get out, go away, start a new life, and meet new people. I can't take it any more.

[Girl_Interrupted]

I dunno about my blood boiling, but the weather here is certainly boiling.

Are you able to do the things you want? What's stopping you, apart from BPD? Are you getting any help/support, so you can get on that track?

[3little.birds]

Lol to the weather.

The things I want are to drastic to be able to do them. No one thinks they are good ideas because I've been unstable lately. But, honestly if I get either of the changes then I would bet more than anything I'd be better off. -_-.

I want to move out with my boyfriend. We've been planning for over a year now and he won't until August. That's really far away.

I also want sugar gliders. That probably sounds ridiculous, but if I had new little furry buddies to take care of and hang out with all day, then I think itd be a great distraction for me and give me somethingroductive to do. But I'm not allowed to get them either because my bf wants to wait until we move out to get them -_-.

Support--eh. My boyfriend is my only support besides pc. I'm going to see a psychologist June 27th.. Which is also forever away. Ughhhhhhhhhhh

[Girl_Interrupted]

August isn't far away. That's 3 months away. 12 weeks. Not long It gives you enough time to prepare.

Nor is June 4 weeks away ^^

I have no idea what sugar gliders are by the way ><

[3little.birds]

Lol but it is. Thanks for being optimistic for me though I appreciate it ..

Sugar gliders are like tiny flying squirrels :x they are caLledd "pocket pets" because they just kinda like to chill put in your pocket.

[BrokenNBeautiful]

I am glad you are getting some therapy at least.

I remember in my days of therapy when getting appts took forever too.

good luck.

Billi