[babycds]

I work at a Goodwill. We have about 150 packs of 5 razor blades on the sales floor, along with about 200 brand new scissors. Every time I walk past it, I NEED to cut. I get really upset and it drains all of my energy NOT to do it. It's getting really hard to work there.

[mrgrey]

Oh man, that's as bad as temptation could get. You're safety is the most important thing.

Just remember that feelings are only temporary.
What you feel now WILL go away.

[Bitsandpieces]

You are really strong willed! And you should be proud of how well you've been resisting, don't let it win.
You have my admiration

Originally Posted by babycds

I work at a Goodwill. We have about 150 packs of 5 razor blades on the sales floor, along with about 200 brand new scissors. Every time I walk past it, I NEED to cut. I get really upset and it drains all of my energy NOT to do it. It's getting really hard to work there.

Wow....I feel this way a lot too ! Whenever I feel hurt I carry around my razor blades....they comfort me somehow. They are my friends it seems. The only real ones anyway. Thanks for letting me know I am not the only one. Hang in there...

[BrokenNBeautiful]

You have command of your behavior.

You don't have to act on the desire to cut.

You don't deserve to be hurt.

Sitting in yourself and in feelings, it's hard. I know.

Billi