[picklewheeze]

I dont know whats goig on with me at the moment. Today i literally fell to pieces because i was ten pence short foe my bus fare.and just went into total rage and stormed off and walked the whole way instead. Felt so annoyed. I feel like im really losing any sense off self; i dpnt kniw how to act. Im newly training for a new job and meeting loads off new people and theres one girl ive been getting on reallu well with and i just want to tell her everythig! But i dont want to say somethig ill regret as it might be too full on. I feel like im in this situation all the time. Its so hard to put yourself out tjere to meet new people when yoy dony even know wjat to put out as youraelf!! Anyone else have any struggles like this?

picklewheeze,

Don't say anything out there! Come in here if you want to "spill the beans."

Cautiously,

-FleeingBellocq

[BrokenNBeautiful]

I have been there. Putting myself out there. And also dealing with life's hassles.

today, someone almost told me my credit card was invalid and I had to keep my voice down and control my own terror/rage. I forced myself to say, "Ma'am, I activated this last month." I repeated the number and it worked. But I felt the same way.

You are not alone.

Carol

[Roukan]

I know just how you feel! It can be hard to open up to people you don't even know. Sometimes that can be the best way to get things off your mind. You can always unload on me I'm online "everyday" just about all day. I'm an online student and blogger.

[picklewheeze]

Thanks for the responses! Its good to know im not alone!