4) You know you are Borderline when...

OMG xDDDDD can SO relate. When doors shut in my face, I get angry at them and kick them because I think they're just being rude and obnoxious. I'm being serious by the way. I always take everything personally.

because chaos is fun

....when you're talking to someone who totally 'gets' where you're coming from because he is BPD too....but then you still think you upset him and you're not sure why, except that it so feels that way. And it hurts.

Cause you're stupid.

...Something great happens, and you celebrate, and then you spend the next three days crying for no good reason...

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...you rely on restaurant napkin origami as a means of distraction.

When your BPD friend resorts to sending YouTube music instead of talking to you.

You did that? That's freaking awesome! (Sorry, no artistic talent what so ever. Tend to get a little enthusiastic about others. lol)

Haha thanks! In fairness a lotus flower is all i can do, i used to be able to do a star but i'm long since forgetting how!

anything and everything bothers you/upsets you..little things that shouldn't, big things that should and everything in between!

When it feels like the universe intentionally shifts in order to throw negativity your way and thus making you feel like the world is against you and you'll never truly belong.

My NPD ex-bf did that....turned out he had nothing to say.

You cut off communications with the ones you love only to spend all your time wishing they would contact you.

This is so me done this 5-6 times in the last 2 years

you go out to start your gas grill and of course it doesn't start
so you promptly get upset and kick random box that was in the immediate area,
you then yell at the grill as if that will make it start, you then kick said box again and begin to yell at it( even though it is a box and had nothing to do with anything) you go over said grill again which still won't start and you think be somehow repeating the same action that didn't work somehow it will work this time..and again it doesn't..you then promptly go inside your house and scream out as many expletives as you can think of( which still doesn't solve the problem) you go back out to said gas grill yet another time...and it still doesn't start..you yell at grill again...you finally say "f' i go inside and start up the oven..because said gas grill won't start..you wait 5 minutes/10 minutes say to yourself "this grill is not gonna beat me" you then completely disassemble all the gas lines going to the grill open the propane tank and check for propane and purge any air..and finally you get the grill started...yell at the grill and tell it "yeah..i beat you..dammit" ...all over a gas grill

Yes I feel like this

I feel like that too.
Why?

You feel so overwhelmed you just sit alone in a room staring at the tv that isn't even on. Listening to the tic-toc, tic-toc, and have no idea what to do next. and wishing someone would talk to you.

When you've ruined every relationship you've ever had, even with your own children.

you explode with excitement because your lawnmower is now again working..until it doesn't

ALL THE TIME!!!!

YKYB when it seriously enters your mind that your husband is thinking to himself: My wife has laryngitis. I think I'll have fun pranking her by asking questions every few minutes that aren't yes or no, so she'll have to answer out loud--and then I'll be all like "Huh? What? I can't hear you," at least two or three times, so she'll have to repeat herself. Yes, I know her throat hurts when she talks, and yes I know I'm being annoying, but what's she gonna do? Yell at me?

My husband is NOT thinking that. My first husband would have, but this one isn't doing it on purpose. But I think I'll start carrying around a notebook.

...you think of retaliating to neighbours who have harrassed you for nearly 3 hours with their near constant banging and crashing - one thing a very tired and dis-regulated ifst doesn't need

When the person next to you sneezes, you grimace.
When they sneeze a second time your fist becomes clenched
When they sneeze a third time you have to refrain from actually beating the crap out of them

you leave a message for someone and their answering machine it says " to send this message now press pound or simply hang up" and you never hang up...you always press pound because you're afraid if you don't they won't get your message...

thats exactly how i feel all the time

.....when you've got several boards on pinterest, and some of your pins are pinned on two or three boards, cuz you couldnt decide which was the best place to put them, and you just KNOW that people are getting mad at you about it and talking to each other about what a dip you are