I had a dream I shared with friends but I figured I'd post it here too.. just some thoughts.

part of the dream I won't get into. the meaning is obvious to me. Anyway..

I dreamed I was with someone and we were doing all kinds of fun things together it's a past friend that I was very fond of and apparently the feeling remains even after awhile not even talking to her.

IT wasn't so much of a romantic dream overall but there was a part where the girl in the dream while we were walking, wrapped her arms around me from behind and just held me. I was thinking in the dream and I think I said it though that "I wish you were hanging onto me other than for warmth" as it was a cold day there. Somehow she implied that it was more than that... unfortunately, as dreams go, they end and you have to face reality again.

I realized that I do want companionship, even affection like that from a woman again but there's a catch. The thing that will continue to keep it as an out of reach dream is the realization that with all the warm fuzzy things that go with a relationship there are a lot of strings attached and complexities that aren't so fun. I just want the happy, fun, romance. Wish it could be without the challenges.

Oh well

[shezbut]

Yes, unfortunately, there are always complications.

I wish that life could be less complex & a lot safer!

I've had dreams like that before. And I agree, I'd like the warm fuzzies as well but there are always the complications that go with, as well as the whole mess of even finding someone to have warm fuzzies with. That has always, always been a problem for me.