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#701
Feb 18, 2014, 12:34 PM
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Yesterday was Family Day here. It was nice to have a holiday that both DH and DS were around for. We went and saw the Lego movie again (benefits of my DH's part-time job, free movies), it was even funnier the second time. It was a nice day. Today I am going to try to get some cleaning and organizing in my sewing room done.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#702
Feb 19, 2014, 02:48 AM
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#703
Feb 19, 2014, 02:52 AM
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Just an update. I took my first paid client today so I'm on my way. Can't take too many at a time, I'm still learning what to do and it's taking me a bit, but it's still a start and I'm sure it'll get better as I get more experience. I'm hoping the first client and the good feelings that go with it last a while.....been getting down a lot lately.
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#704
Feb 19, 2014, 08:59 AM
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feeling defeated
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| Anonymous100185, Bill3, lynn808, technigal
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#705
Feb 19, 2014, 01:18 PM
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Feeling slightly better... Ate a macdomalds and was happier from that moment. Oh n am
On 2 hour train journey home !!!! |
| Bill3, lynn808
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#706
Feb 19, 2014, 06:34 PM
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My head hurts. I feel wide awake, a few hours ago I felt shattered. Now I'm just not even bothering to try and sleep. I guess I can't need it that bad!
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#709
Feb 20, 2014, 02:53 AM
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Moving in two days! Trying to keep going and get everything packed is a struggle.
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"Mental wounds still screaming, Driving me insane I'm going off the rails on a crazy train" |
| lynn808
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#710
Feb 20, 2014, 10:47 AM
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#711
Feb 20, 2014, 02:11 PM
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#712
Feb 20, 2014, 08:57 PM
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My psychiatrist dropped me as a patient without explanation...had to find out through multiple phone calls that it's because I started seeing a therapist not in his practice. Would have been nice to know and to have a proper referral. Now I am just stuck trying to navigate on my own. The ones my therapist refers to aren't accepting new patients, and I'm technically out of the IOP now so I can't rely on or expect them to help me. I'm feeling pretty abandoned. Dealing with high urges and really not validating myself at all.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#713
Feb 20, 2014, 10:40 PM
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Rough day. Seven years ago today my dad passed away. Apparently when I was young I was daddy's little girl. That changed when he married the step-monster. I wish I could remember some of the good times and not so many of the bad times.
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Mags Depression diagnosed March 1996 PTSD diagnosed January 2000 BPD diagnosed September 2013 |
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#714
Feb 21, 2014, 01:55 AM
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#715
Feb 21, 2014, 01:56 AM
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Today I feel like poo x no sleep and anxiety worse than ever
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#716
Feb 21, 2014, 03:54 AM
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I'm struggling more and more to contain the negativity and anxiety.. It is like a constant battle to fight myself. Every time I get the sense someone does not care I get a surge of anxiety and anger and just feel like exploding and blaming them. In these moments I feel like everyone is purposely hurting me, doing me wrong, playing mind games to trick me, even though in moments of clarity I realise it is me who is being unreasonable and expecting too much. I don't really know what to do.
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#717
Feb 21, 2014, 03:05 PM
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Having surgery on tues. Spinal and I have so much anxiety about it. I'm trying hard not to think of worst case scenario. Please pray! It feels good to be here. I enjoy hearing about how everyone is doing
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#720
Feb 22, 2014, 01:35 AM
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Indeed it was a rough afternoon. Glad it is over and we are in good shape once again.
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#721
Feb 22, 2014, 09:05 AM
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Having trouble getting out of bed... Have a lot to do to prepare for a week long work trip starting tomorrow and my anxiety is really acting up
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#722
Feb 22, 2014, 12:49 PM
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This week has been stressful. Engaged in Target Behavior which sucks.
On the bright side I'm back in DBT and loving it, I'll have been clean/sober for 21 months as of March 4, and I'm getting ready to spend the next 8 days with my bf. Hope everyone is doing well today. |
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#723
Feb 23, 2014, 12:44 PM
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On my way to the airport for a week long business trip... Waiting at a starbucks for my coworker so we can go together. Too anxious to actually go into starbucks... Wish i didn't have to do this.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury. |
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#724
Feb 23, 2014, 12:46 PM
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Today has been okay, I've been suffering from some real sleep issues. Not sure what to do about that. I need sleep but I don't want to take a xanax every night to sleep.
keep having nightmares where I'd open a door and find a dead body. :/.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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#725
Feb 23, 2014, 08:39 PM
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Broken hearted and grieving ��
Rip my dog billy ���� |
| atomicc, Bill3, Fuzzybear, shezbut, technigal, Verity81
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