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so many things have hurt me been painful the experiences have damaged me...
so I deliberately and accidently shut everything out ...! believing I will be safer but then I break down and millions of unfelt feelings arrive out of everywhere within and without control. I don't know what else to say?... it's a real struggle |
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I can completely relate to this!
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I can as well... It's our own person hell in our head.... I'm sorry...
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I self isolate through fear of everything so understand.
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I can relate. I wish I could tell you how to fix it. Be sure to share with your T and share here. We're with you on this and hoping you feel better soon.
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I have heard about your "normal" and it does not sound like fun to me. |
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It does seem safer to hide. I was contacted by an old friend on Facebook it was really cool catching up, but it brought back memories I would rather not relive. He wanted me to call him to talk. I freaked out and blocked him and have hid from him since. We were once pretty good friends. But I could not face him. felt so ashamed of dumb stuff from my past. It was easier to just shut him out and hide from my pain and shame.
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"Those who cannot remember the past, are condemned to repeat it." George Santayana d.1952 |
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I hide a lot too and then I wonder why I suffer so much pain, but would the pain be less if I shut less out? Maybe...
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Medications: Venlafaxine (Effexor) 75mg dailyDivalproex (Valproic Acid) 600mg daily Seroquel (Quetiapine) 100mg daily ZMAN
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