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Old Sep 22, 2013, 06:50 PM
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so many things have hurt me been painful the experiences have damaged me...

so I deliberately and accidently shut everything out ...!
believing I will be safer

but then I break down and millions of unfelt feelings arrive out of everywhere within and without control.

I don't know what else to say?... it's a real struggle
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Old Sep 23, 2013, 06:21 AM
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I can completely relate to this!
I hope you are feeling better soon
Thanks for this!
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Old Sep 23, 2013, 06:42 AM
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I can as well... It's our own person hell in our head.... I'm sorry...
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Old Sep 23, 2013, 07:51 AM
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I self isolate through fear of everything so understand.
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Old Sep 23, 2013, 08:05 AM
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I can relate. I wish I could tell you how to fix it. Be sure to share with your T and share here. We're with you on this and hoping you feel better soon.
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Old Sep 23, 2013, 10:40 AM
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It does seem safer to hide. I was contacted by an old friend on Facebook it was really cool catching up, but it brought back memories I would rather not relive. He wanted me to call him to talk. I freaked out and blocked him and have hid from him since. We were once pretty good friends. But I could not face him. felt so ashamed of dumb stuff from my past. It was easier to just shut him out and hide from my pain and shame.
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Old Sep 26, 2013, 05:58 PM
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I hide a lot too and then I wonder why I suffer so much pain, but would the pain be less if I shut less out? Maybe...
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