[hawaii04]

This morning there was a situation with my partner & I that could have really upset me and probably would have had it been any other of a gazillion days. It didn't, and I was glad. Then . . . later in the day comes and I find myself thinking about the situation (he's not around), actually getting this anxious feeling and along with that I feel my anger starting to fester. I feel ok right now about it, but what always scares me is that it can rear itself again at any time.(Like when he gets home). I just want to be able to forget about it, it was no big deal ~ This is why I cannot get excited about seemingly making any progress . . . it always comes back to bite me. Why do these things haunt me so incessantly!?