I've come to this forum, hopefully as a safe place, as I'm feeling the other me fighting to get out, and having people issues once again, had a appointment with my psych doc, which was quite intense to say the least, then at the end he told me he's left the trust & handed his notice in to work in another county, which isn't the best news, as you probably can understand.
so all going bad I decided to let the missus know I'm having a bad kinda day, with the thought I'd get some kind of TLC as I'm very much in need if it, finally she got home from work, I was actually looking very forward for some time together, but she got through the door and she was on her phone, and spent around an hour talking & joking, then she decided to dish dinner up, and by this time it was ruined! so we start making something quick and simple, then the phone goes yet a ****in gain! by this time I've realised that there's gonna me no TLC tonite, so I just walked off and texted my daughter, by the time the food is ready, my bad/other me is coming out and I really have no desire to talk or communicate with her, so I'm now angry and feeling very hurt, as I needed our time tonite. now the bad thoughts start creeping in.......
now I'm gonna be in a **** mood in the morning ready for a **** day at work, ****in marvellous!
thank you for listening/reading

[greentires4me]

maybe you need a trapeze net or a signs saying can we have TLC tonight? (meaning no phone calls)

[hawaii04]

I think greentires has a great idea. This is something that is very hard for me to do, basically ask for what I really need. I always expect the other to know and I blow it out of kilter and there ya have a ready mix for an at least mildly disastrous evening. Nobody likes that or setting up for a bad day ahead already when it hasn't even approached yet.

well yeah, but she suggested us time, later, which ended up at being at nearly 10pm, when I was thinking of going to sleep, since it's early start on Fridays, which she knows too, I do wonder if she does it on purpose, to put me in that bad place

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[allme]

Originally Posted by InsecureSpike

well yeah, but she suggested us time, later, which ended up at being at nearly 10pm, when I was thinking of going to sleep, since it's early start on Fridays, which she knows too, I do wonder if she does it on purpose, to put me in that bad place

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Aw I am sure she doesn't do it on purpose I am sorry you're feeling the way you do and hope you feel better soon.

Originally Posted by allme

Aw I am sure she doesn't do it on purpose I am sorry you're feeling the way you do and hope you feel better soon.

thank you lots

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[lynn808]

so...a nice relaxing evening....hope you do get to see some part of it....its never long enough but it is enjoyable when you have it...take care now....