I feel pretty good today. No impulsive behavior, no crazy irrational thoughts, I don't even really feel that depressed today. It's nice. I know, like all things in life, it won't last forever. But I'm going to run with this feeling while I have it. Yesterday I acted VERY impulsively and gave in to all of my emotions, so I'm not very proud of that. But not every day can be a good one. I've been really thinking hard on the thought that I may be Bipolar AND BPD. It's a very scary thought, but I'm pretty sure that's the case. I'm hoping I can soon get a new diagnoses and find out. Well, that's really all for now, might post later. depends how I feel. Hopefully I still feel "normal".
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