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Jan 28, 2014, 01:30 AM
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Trigger warning ~ just in case..........
Just in case ~ trigger warning.......... ....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... I absolutely hate this mood, yet I can't seem to shake it off! I don't recall what made me "wake up and smell the coffee", but I finally did, after being with my boyfriend for 4 1/2 years. I finally realized that he doesn't love me. I'm merely a piece of arse to him. Granted, a piece that he enjoys. But, he holds no attachment to me. Commitment is not a possibility. I quickly fall into questioning if I will ever have love. My world is so complicated, wth would any man want to actually be with me? I'm no spring chicken, as we all know. I have 2 daughters (every weekend and full-time during school breaks), and a brain injury. There is so much that I want to say, but I can't. So, it stays inside of me. I'm feeling too ashamed and low to share these thoughts and feelings with anyone else. I really don't have anyone that I can share these things with! There's PC, yes, but I'm sure that no one wants to read my blubbering. Who cares, really?? And the feelings continue to stay down inside of me, tearing at my heartstrings and throwing in self-harm ideas & temptations. UGHHH! I am so alone........ I probably always will be. 
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Jan 28, 2014, 03:26 AM
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Shez, you know that I care and that I will listen. I'd love to. Let's draw up a pot of coffee sometime soon and tell sob stories to one another. We can match each other I'm sure.
 Seriously....I do care and you are my friend and you mean something, to me. I hope that helps a teensy-weensy bit. 
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#3
Jan 28, 2014, 12:49 PM
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Shez I am sorry you are having such a rough time. I would listen (read) to your sob story, like Maranara I am sure my sob stories are just as bad.
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Jan 28, 2014, 01:53 PM
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I care and I'm always willing to listen. There isn't too much that I can't handle. I'm sorry that you're feeling so down and having a hard time finding the support that you need irl but I hope that you find a way to bring you out of this.
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Jan 28, 2014, 02:06 PM
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I care and want to listen
 ((((((( Shez )))))))
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Jan 28, 2014, 10:59 PM
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