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I just received my doctor's report about the blood flow in my legs. Good news I have decreased blood flow that means I will die sooner than expected. I should be having a heart attack any month now. It is just a matter of time.
I guess me not taking care of myself all of those years is now paying off. This means very few more years of pain, suffering, depression and all the other crap I have had to deal with all of my life. I hope my eternity is better than this life has been I can only hope. |
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Oh dancing lady I am so sorry to hear this.
Wishing you light and healing during this difficult time. |
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I'm sorry to hear this! I think (fear) I may have a similar problem.
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I want whatever you want in a situation like this - but i can't help but feel sad all the same. Instead of a chance to try and reclaim the rest of your life you're now facing uncertainty. That must still be very hard to reconcile with. I hope the better moments provide comfort and relief. Please know we care for each other here - i know you've had some difficulties finding your feet but that includes you too. If there are specific ways in which we can better support you - please tell us.
You're in my thoughts. |
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Dancinglady,
I am shocked by this... Are you always looking forward to death? Surely you must feel differently once in awhile...
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how does decreased blood flow mean early death and impending heart attack? Wouldnt they just take measures to increase circulation?
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Yes HD I am always looking forward to death.
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