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I have a tendency to punish a person for being associated with a person that does me wrong. I tend to retreat into a corner and strike out at them from there. I am normally okay. I don't bother others unless they pick at me 1st and it normally takes alot of them treating me wrong and then I go into a rage. I rage at my husband because his mom calls me names, tries to tell me what to do, and is nosy. He wont let me bring it up to her so I rage on him and say really mean things. Then I group them together as if they are both teaming up against me. At this point they are trash and scum of the earth to me when I go into a rage. I get really upset because I have tried my hardest to fit in and conform to what his family expects. Then I end up blowing up and raging because I am mad at myself for just letting his family treat me wrong. It is a trigger when his mom acts like she is the boss of me or somehow in charge of me. My feelings shut down and I dont care what I yell at my husband. At these times I could just get up, leave him, and cut him off completely. I dont know if Im making sense or anybody gets what Im trying to convey....
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Jun 21, 2015, 08:45 PM
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