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My husband and I have both been working a ton lately. Tonight was the first opportunity that we've had to hang out and instead of doing something with me he's logged into a video game with his friends and playing with them instead of being with me. I'm absolutely devastated and I cut myself. I feel so rejected and I don't understand why he would do that. We have so few opportunities to do things together. Why doesn't he want to hang out with me? I feel so depressed now. All I want is a little bit of attention. Is that so much to ask for?
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Bipolar II and BPD with an Unspecified Tic Disorder. Currently on 80 mg of Latuda, 25 mg of vistaril and 25 mg of elavil. |
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Have you talked with him about that, how you feel? Maybe not about how much it affects you, but that it affects you (which is perfectly normal and reasonable/understandable; he may not understand the extent, which you can't blame him for if he's at least trying).
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