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Apr 25, 2017, 11:33 AM
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i think that i have splits a few of them one of them was after i talked to someone at a group i kinda liked this person but i have only met them once i thought they dressed cool and where very nice i think i kinda fancied the person in one way but i don't want anyone else to know that i fancied her my husband has no clue about this and most likely get upset about it so am kinda keeping that to myself the other thing is i have religious OCD i get very obsessed with other faiths this person is Jewish i kinda want to follow it even though am christian and my husband and pastor is trying to get me to stay as christian because that seems to keep me stable the egos want there own ways am not sure if am controlling it or it controlling me
unsure...also i feel suicidal ... what the **** is wrong with me life and death am more death and kinda morbid i should name myself morbid
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Apr 26, 2017, 08:01 AM
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I'm sorry you're going through this.
  I also have a similar pattern where I become obsessed with a person or attached to them and then want to do things they do or become very interested in something that is part of who they are. It's like an obsession and it feels at times that it's really my desire to be like that but it usually goes away suddenly later, when I am not obsessed with the person anymore. |
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Apr 26, 2017, 11:03 AM
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Thank you for replying to me, i think i want to be friends with this person or know this person more than what i do already
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Apr 26, 2017, 11:39 AM
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edit.....
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Apr 26, 2017, 02:57 PM
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i have death wishes ...is it like dreaming just dont breathe anymore
i have to live for others ...want to cut but i cant my sister is here ...i mean i can see her but am unsure if she is here my husband is here but am unsure mmmm....maybe my life is a dream
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#6
Apr 26, 2017, 04:16 PM
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Does it help if you focus on stable material things around you and to what is happening in the present moment? Or those don't seem real?
Just asking, not sure how you experience this...
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Apr 27, 2017, 06:17 AM
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I have to ground myself with things like a stress ball drink ginger tea keep my self close to my husband my husband looks after me he is my full time carer
he always around i think am dependent on him i cant look after myself without him i dont want to think about what would happen if he got sick or died no one would be here to look after me its kinda a scary thought ...am not going to think about that for now think of him being with me right now
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Apr 30, 2017, 01:04 PM
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat, She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ... For that's a fact. 😺 like a small boat on the ocean , sending big waves into motion like how a single word, can make a heart open, I might have only one match But i can make an Explosion ! Rachel. Platten. Fight song. Member since 03/10/09 (new user name) Last edited by sabby; May 01, 2017 at 10:18 AM. Reason: removed details from quote and response |
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Apr 30, 2017, 05:04 PM
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I just want to die why cant he let me die ?
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Apr 30, 2017, 06:25 PM
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probably same reason mine won't ,because he loves you x
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat, She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ... For that's a fact. 😺 like a small boat on the ocean , sending big waves into motion like how a single word, can make a heart open, I might have only one match But i can make an Explosion ! Rachel. Platten. Fight song. Member since 03/10/09 (new user name) |
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Apr 30, 2017, 10:51 PM
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whats so lovable about me am nothing...worthless ...
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May 01, 2017, 01:33 AM
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May 01, 2017, 01:51 AM
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May 01, 2017, 03:10 AM
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I want to know how are you coping today?
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May 01, 2017, 03:47 AM
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not so good things are hard but today me and my husband going to have a picnic in the park if the weather holds out if not we can do other stuff am dressed in my pride colors with rainbow gloves and pride T shirt ( am going to wear it for pride in Edinburgh Scotland on the 17 of June ) but because i love wearing them and its kinda brighten up my day Going to an art group after picnic then do some food shopping i think if i don't keep myself distracted i will not be able to cope its when i have time to think about things is when it gets worse i have to stay distracted
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May 01, 2017, 04:37 AM
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edit ....
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May 01, 2017, 09:06 AM
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Sounds like a good plan I hope it works out x
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sometimes crimson acts like a crazy cat, She has to remind herself, she is good and kind ... For that's a fact. 😺 like a small boat on the ocean , sending big waves into motion like how a single word, can make a heart open, I might have only one match But i can make an Explosion ! Rachel. Platten. Fight song. Member since 03/10/09 (new user name) |
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