[Fuzzybear]

I was programmed to self destruct at this age

But it's all going wrong, I'm still here

I hate this so much

I can't even take meds

I'm sorry I'm so "boring" I'm a disgustingly low functioning mess

I deserve to be ignored, I'm a freakin baby, should be ........ forced into silence, always..

[elevatedsoul]

me too...

just i think my programming may be different than yours...

my programming has me going down a bad way...

but i feel that some would say its not programming, they would argue that its choice

i would have to say **** em, they dont know what it feels like to be in this skin...

to feel these feelings... i am a train wreck as well...

we may be on different trains... but i get it...

i know that im probably going to end up over dosing or something and dieing...

but it hurts, i dont want to talk about it any more than that...

i dont feel like being judged... i do enough of it as it is...

i hate myself... no i dont... yes i do... no i dont... yes i do... ****...