[cryingontheinside]

Family nagging me . just got out of hospital . I want to die

[avlady]

you need some space from your family-i know as when i would get out of the hospital the last place i would want to be would be with my family, as i did consider them to be part of the problem.

[lucyjon]

I wish I could be there for you. Believe or not I actually care for you, even though I never met you. You have no idea how much you have made my life better. Just wanting to reach out to you and make a positive difference in your life. You and others here have helped me cope with the fact my stepdaughter, Ivy, no longer loves me. It's going to take time for my heart to heal. You see she also has nagged and smarted off to me which has scarred my heart. Yet, I still love her despite the emotional and financial pain she has caused me. I want you to live. You have a beautiful heart that you wear on your sleeve. I empathize with your hurt because I too am very sensitive with my heart and soul. We open ourselves to emotional injury, even from the ones we love. Yet this makes both of us unique, passionate and beautiful.. A quality that is rare in this world. Please get better and know I worry and care about you. I find writing helps me when I am sad and I wrote a poem to my stepdaughter, Ivy, explaining my pain that I am going to share with you. I need a title for this and please feel free to give me an idea what to call this poem.

UNTITLED

Losing my faith and hope in you, the one that touched my heart.
One thing remains, my love for you is always there.
Like a single lit candle amidst the dark of the night.
Bright enough for all to see, a place of warmth in the coldness of this world.
More precious than pearl or gem, my love for you is the treasure of my heart.
Discovering this truth, that love is an unstoppable force.
You have hurt me, yet I still reach for that light of love in this storm.
Though scarred from your actions, I will gain strength from this pain.
For my love for you is an endless light.
Dare do I long too see you again and wrap you in the arms of love.
That you will come back to me realizing it's your heart's desire.
I long for you, yet I know you may never come back, my heart knows.
I allowed myself to feel love again, and you left your footprint on my heart.

[cryingontheinside]

Originally Posted by lucyjon

I wish I could be there for you. Believe or not I actually care for you, even though I never met you. You have no idea how much you have made my life better. Just wanting to reach out to you and make a positive difference in your life. You and others here have helped me cope with the fact my stepdaughter, Ivy, no longer loves me. It's going to take time for my heart to heal. You see she also has nagged and smarted off to me which has scarred my heart. Yet, I still love her despite the emotional and financial pain she has caused me. I want you to live. You have a beautiful heart that you wear on your sleeve. I empathize with your hurt because I too am very sensitive with my heart and soul. We open ourselves to emotional injury, even from the ones we love. Yet this makes both of us unique, passionate and beautiful.. A quality that is rare in this world. Please get better and know I worry and care about you. I find writing helps me when I am sad and I wrote a poem to my stepdaughter, Ivy, explaining my pain that I am going to share with you. I need a title for this and please feel free to give me an idea what to call this poem.

UNTITLED

Losing my faith and hope in you, the one that touched my heart.
One thing remains, my love for you is always there.
Like a single lit candle amidst the dark of the night.
Bright enough for all to see, a place of warmth in the coldness of this world.
More precious than pearl or gem, my love for you is the treasure of my heart.
Discovering this truth, that love is an unstoppable force.
You have hurt me, yet I still reach for that light of love in this storm.
Though scarred from your actions, I will gain strength from this pain.
For my love for you is an endless light.
Dare do I long too see you again and wrap you in the arms of love.
That you will come back to me realizing it's your heart's desire.
I long for you, yet I know you may never come back, my heart knows.
I allowed myself to feel love again, and you left your footprint on my heart.

Thank you so very much x

[cryingontheinside]

Thank you all for your posts . it means so much . x

[cryingontheinside]

I'm trying not to think about how much it hurts being alive . I'm trying to sleep but I can't yet . you all are beuatiful souls x

[Fuzzybear]

[Purple,Violet,Blue]

Hope you manage to get some sleep.