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Jan 13, 2018, 08:02 PM
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starting to feel bad... like worse...
everyone starting to look the same... bad... evil... not for me... like im pure........? but everyone else is trying to **** me... like not giving a **** about any thing of me and just there and using me in any way they want... i cant deal with it... im so alone i cant trust anyone... its so hard trying anymore because whats the point when everyone else in the world is evil and just going to **** me over... i want out of this world so bad.. why you ask? because i have been fighting hard... i have been putting myself out there... trying to trust people... trying to make relationships... trying to meet a girl... trying to do what i see everyone else doing... its not working!!!!!!! I AM NOT A NORMAL PERSON AND I AM BROKEN AS A MOTHER ****ER i give EVERYONE my all... and i cant anymore... but i dont know how else to be... its all or nothing... just ****ing let me die...
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#2
Jan 13, 2018, 10:06 PM
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I’m sorry you are struggling. Wishing all good things to come your way.
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Jan 13, 2018, 11:46 PM
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Its okay to not be normal, neither am I. Its okay to be broken, so am I. I know its hard, but please don't give up. There is good in the world. Big hugs.
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Jan 14, 2018, 09:24 AM
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i just keep making the same mistakes...
maybe it wouldnt be so hard or bad if i actually had a friend or someone to count on.. i learn that people aren't going to give me what i feel i need and then i start to be ok with it and i turn around and make the same mistakes.. expecting that people will not hurt me or will give me what i need .. but the truth is NO ONE can give me what i need because its not real... i just feel empty and broken and scared and alone and i want someone to make me feel safe and no one will be able to do that because people cant. just need to learn to make own self safe and keep my ownself company and make my ownself happy... and figure out how to stop going UP and feeling great when someone gives me a little attention and having to crash down and burn when i realize its not what i thought it was...
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Jan 14, 2018, 12:46 PM
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Sorry you are hurting.
Could it be that it's your expectations of others that is causing these types of problems? |
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Jan 16, 2018, 12:29 PM
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yes..
i dont know how to stop it though.. why cant i just run solo .. so tired of projecting things onto people.. my entire reality is false ... so tired of feeling up and crashing down so fast... its a daily war... maybe i am bipolar or something really... just dunno why i go up and down so much so fast... feeling like im boss and got this and dont care and then something comes along and im like cool this is chill and next thing i know im burning because of projections i guess...
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Jan 16, 2018, 12:30 PM
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im leaving tonight because im supposed to start the job tomorrow..
i hope i can do this... just want to start thinking about money and focus on money and forget everything else so that i can just buy material things rather than desiring emotional things... i gotta snap out of it so i can be A1 for the first day atleast...
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#8
Jan 24, 2018, 07:44 PM
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Hope you pop in to let us know how your job is going.
I hope all is going well... |
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