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I've been sectioned because I'm suicidal and not wanting treatment! I keep running away to try and overdose which I did but was treated! My cpn has now phoned the ward and said I'm worse in hospital but she also says I'm worse under the crisis team! Does she not see that I'm worse because I'm poorly not because of the environment!!! I'm just as bad at home with my partner having to lock the doors etc and I still try to kill myself! I don't want to be here coz I just want to die but I don't want to get discharged and put that burden on my partner!! I just don't know what to do!! Has anyone else been in a similar situation,? I'm so sorry if this doesn't make sense,!ˇ! |
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It sounds like right now you need to be in hospital in order to keep you safe. I hope you get the help you need. It's a difficult journey but we're here to listen.
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Thanks. I just don't know what to think any more! My head is just whizzing round. It should have been my dad's bday today but he died of cancer a few years ago. I just want to be with him!!
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You're where you need to be to get the help you need to get. I hope you feel better soon.
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I hope you feel better soon, sounds like hospital is the best place for you at the moment
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Thx so much for your support guys. They're discharging me on Mon even though I'm still highly suicidal!!! It's a joke!!!!
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Hi Nixi. Hang in there and don't let the negative thoughts dominate your thinking, please. It'll be okay once you're discharged. Keep reaching out and continue talking through your worries until your inner happiness returns - and it will, you'll see. Stay strong and keep posting, please. The support is here.
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Sounds like you need to start working with the team and make contracts to stay safe under their care.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Can you work with the discharge team to come up with a safety plan?
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN |
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Monday is still a few days away. I know it's only fair and expected that you'd feel panic and that it feels too soon, but a lot can be done in a few days. Stay strong and try to remember everyone wants you to feels better. *hugs*
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