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I'm very distraught today. I had to get an intake for a new therapy office to get to take the neuro-psych testing. Well, I don't know if I explained the whole truth. See, I'm diagnosed with and inclined to believe I have bipolar, but much of bpd fits me too. However, I've never been an IP, never got that far, but even so, I didn't mention yesterday my battles with self harm and purging (is that included as SH?), even though they were little, as well as my family issues. Family issues are more psychological rather than physical, but we were spanked/paddled as children...I just completely neglected to mention my separation anxiety I have with my mother and my psychological anxiety I often have with my dad. These days he more just gets under my skin, presses my buttons, but it gets to be so much that it bothers me in other ways. And well, I think my good mood (hypomanic mood from the bipolar) and the fact that dad graciously drove me to session made it very hard for me to remember the stress. Completely different story afterwards. Sigh So as I said, just distraught. I want to know the truth about myself, or maybe a label doesn't even matter and I should just say to hell with therapy and take the drugs! :/