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Laying here, silently, in a dark room with only a small fan as background noise.
Automatically reflection begins, contemplating the sequence of events that transpired to create yet another day. Finding my self feeling a tension whelming up inside. I feel fear. Maybe it is the unknown? But i am not afraid; simply i am not confident in my ability to achieve goals. (Feeling failure sit in) nothing works out and nothing can be controlled, i am thinking. Pain, miserable torturous feeling as if watching ones ownself mutilate ones self with a strong sensation of empathy. I dont understand this feeling... and i dont want to feel it any more. It has caused me to miss many opportunities. Much trouble.. Is it panic? It feels physical like my thoughts are not connected to it.. but im understanding it as a somatic psychological affect..? __________________ |
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maybe a mixture of things... depression, anxiety, guilt, failure, I don't know what I'd call it
hope it goes away though (((hugs))) |
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