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Unhappy Sep 04, 2017 at 12:11 AM
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When I start to trust someone, it feels like they "go away"

Sometimes they really do go away and betray me.

And then I feel even more suicidal.

This hasn't happened ... yet...

With the very very few I almost trust

I'm scared


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I know how you feel Fuzzy, you described that feeling as they "go away." That is a perfect way to articulate it. It hurts so much.

I am hoping that someone will prove you wrong about trust. You deserve it so much. We all do.

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Trust and suicide

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Default Sep 05, 2017 at 01:35 PM
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When I start to trust someone, it feels like they "go away"

Sometimes they really do go away and betray me.

And then I feel even more suicidal.

This hasn't happened ... yet...

With the very very few I almost trust

I'm scared

It's very hard to trust when you've been hurt,abused,betrayed,etc.in the past.It's hard to allow yourself to be vulnerable enough to ever trust again.

I don't trust anyone,not even my husband.It's sad to say that,but it's true.The only person I have ever trusted more than anyone is my therapist,too bad he's not a part of my everyday life so I could be around someone that's trustworthy just to see what it's like,how it feels to know I'm completely safe with someone.

Sorry you're scared.
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Sending you lots and lots of hugs, Fuzzy.
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I know how you feel Fuzzy, you described that feeling as they "go away." That is a perfect way to articulate it. It hurts so much.

I am hoping that someone will prove you wrong about trust. You deserve it so much. We all do.

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When I start to trust someone, it feels like they "go away"


Sometimes they really do go away and betray me.


And then I feel even more suicidal.


This hasn't happened ... yet...


With the very very few I almost trust


I'm scared




I can relate to this one, as odd as that may sound. If I open up? People tend to disappear on me and it feels like betrayal for sure, I get so angry about it.
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When I start to trust someone, it feels like they "go away"

Sometimes they really do go away and betray me.

And then I feel even more suicidal.

This hasn't happened ... yet...

With the very very few I almost trust

I'm scared

I completely understand how you feel because I been there myself.

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